just a young woman

“ are you okay? “ she asked, mouth quicker than her brain yet when it hit her nose, she backed away slightly. gosh, this smell, the whole room did smell different. animal mixed with human blood, what a strange combination but she had forgotten what artemis was for just a moment before it rang a bell. “ oh, that’s so weird. i know what everyone is talking about when they say wolves smell bad. --- you don’t, it’s just a very strange scent to take it. “ she babbled, still keeping her distance. no matter what blood, she still didnt trust herself.

aileen wanted to find quiet and needed air, wanted to be out of this building and the roof seemed to be perfect for it. so she decided to grab a book and go up there, the weather wasn’t the warmest but at least she’d be alone for some time, hopefully. unfortunately that did not go as planned as a voice spoke up. “ oh, --- hello. “ she waved quickly, holding on to her book.

" i am sorry, i am still on edge after being kidnapped and turned into a bloodsucking monster. i was a mundane about three weeks ago too, i know how you feel. i have lived here for quite some time now, as a mundane. ----- i am talking to much i am sorry. " she wanted to curse herself for babbling as she nippled on the blood bag once more before letting out a sigh. this was all rather odd, even after merely a month.

the brunette listened to the other. it was exactly as she said it and it was just tiring. her eyes, which showed more emotions than a human could probably do in mere seconds, went from his hand, up to his face back into the dark warehouse were people were left dead. every single one of them. and it was she who did that, the girl that could barely stand on her feet without injuring herself from literally doing nothing. and she was close to believing him, so close until one word  made her snort in disbelieve. “ worry? — exactly, they worry. “ a light chuckled left her lips as she rolled her eyes. “ i am the girl that’s practically best friends with jonathan. they’d never worry about a mundane go missing. “ how many times did she have to hear people say that at the institute, how many times did she ignore that until now. it all was simply to much.

" but just because you know how it feels doesn't mean dimitri or theon will. they probably hate me for killing all these innocent people. " she sighed and looking down, focusing on her hands as she reacted like a five year old. nobody seemed to understand it quite fully what she was thinking, not even herself but someone had too, right at some point perhaps.

aileen was sipping on a blood bag as she walked into the kitchen, her emotions were still all over the place seeing as she was turned like three weeks ago and still hungry as heck. she, for once hadn't noticed the woman stayed Ding in the kitchen until she spoke. " aileen. " the former mundie said, her bag giving off a slurping sound before she threw it into the trash can. " you're new. " she simply stated. lately not a girl of many words. " that knive, I'd put it down. i don't react to threats that well yet. " she admitted honestly but her voice was a touch rougher than it normally was. she could sense her uneasy state, something she knew just so well when she first came here.

not quite sure how to deal with that she simply stayed the way she was, arm out stretched with the coat hanging from her finger. she shrugged, she did not know: truly. she thought about it, silence falling over them. " it is a stupid question! ---- hungry, happy, murderous and bored all the same time. if you'd tell me to kill someone i probably would without even blinking right now. " it were harsh words but aileen couldn't help it, it was frustrating. her words came out before she could think properly about it. she'd never speak such words at all let alone have such behaviour towards someone she called a friend.

when the door finally closed she let out a small sigh as she came closer to the fae, thankful for the closed doors. hands held together in the front, body language for ' what now? ' as she shrugged off her words. " well, rather the fair folk has me than jonathan. i guess that makes it less terrible, then again i know nothing about your kind except for not being able to tell lies...sort of. " it didn't truly answer her question either but still.

when the door finally closed she let out a small sigh as she came closer to the fae, thankful for the closed doors. hands held together in the front, body language for ' what now? ' as she shrugged off her words. " well, rather the fair folk has me than jonathan. i guess that makes it less terrible, then again i know nothing about your kind except for not being able to tell lies...sort of. " it didn't truly answer her question either but still.

It’s amazing how you can speak right to my  (( heart ))  Without saying a  “ word ”  you can light up the dark                         Try as I may, I could never  e x p l a i n                       What I hear when you don’t say a thing