Aidenstar

So tired of people walking all over you ...

That you slowly feel like a ticking time bomb

You feel it coming...

Tick

One day... one more time someone calls you stupid and twists your mental health against you instead of helping you...

Tick

One more time someone lies about some panic attack that you had but you never did....

Tick

Some mental break but never did... until until you finally get to the point that you do...

Tick

then what... what does one do?

TICK

What does one supposed to do then?

TICK

I feel this anger building... like an angry lion in a beautiful fire whirl wind heading straight toward a crowd of bulls and I’m scared but amazed at how much I’m feeling. For once, maybe I won’t let them run me over.. or maybe I won’t have a choice.

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See I finally think I figured out what that means to me.

When you say that to me ... it’s like you’re saying.. no.. no it’s not okay you being trans.

You have to be that fake, painful, horrid mask you had to put on to make others comfortable to make me comfortable.

And that right there, that’s toxic... that right there is stuff nightmares are made out of. No one gets to choose what life anyone gets to live, but the person themselves... at the end of the day.. they have to look in the mirror ... no one else ... so why is everyone so quick to judge? So quick to spread hate instead of listen and respect each other?