69WEEKNIGHTS

Happened in the course of 2 years.. its hitting hard and i dont want to be here.. my life has been shit. Like literally...shit. Im a waste of space. A waste of molecules. I dont deserve this life and i want you to take it back.

So many times we’ve walked past each other. So many times we’ve seen each other. Maybe we even exchanged a friendly smile a couple of times as to say hi, not knowing that we had problems behind that smile. But then, one of us actually speaks up and its like we open the door to each other to each other’s life. We know what makes us happy, angry, upset, sad, laugh, cry. Its like walking into a new world and it’s the most amazing thing ever. You absorb yourself deep into this newfound place. Now we’re not strangers. We hold each other dear in our hearts. We like, appreciate, then love each other. Then unexpected changes happen. Our worlds could become one and it turns out amazing. Or we find more worlds and slowly forget about the beauty of each other’s and eventually go back to being strangers. Sad. Kinda crazy.

Maybe i should call..

Nights

🤔😐😐