Suga

it’s not even just “to love is to look back.” she’s asking him to look back and he does. hamnet looks back at the audience and puts on his brave little face one more time before he goes. agnes is denied the ability to look at her mother one more time and allows it for judith. grandmother refuses to look at susanna as she’s talking about her own grief. to love is to look back. but to love is to want them to look back. to be okay with being in the underworld forever just for one more look.

Fandom really needs to get behind queerplatonic realtionships "omg when the characters have a connection so intense that you can't explain if it's romantic or platonic but they're genuinely insane about eachother and there is no existing word for it" what you're thinking of is a queerplatonic relationship.

Shen Yuan is the character ever post: unreliable narrator. Died four times. Married his favorite character. More than half of the other characters are in unrequited love with him. Is an infamous hater whose kindness literally changed the fate of himself and everyone around him. Believes in bloody revenge. Faked his own death by dying. Undervalues himself constantly. Chronically ill. Internalized homophobia. Gay sex killed him. Love saved him. Insert comment about the wine extra. Anyway

we can all play the pov game about how from shen qingqiu (shen yuan)’s perspective scum villain is a comedy, from luo binghe’s it’s mostly a tragedy up until the end, for liu qingge it’s a soap opera esque drama, and for ming fan and ning yingying it’s a wild episodic series that shifts genres so frequently you can’t possibly keep track about their youngest shidi trying to wife up their mom