agrotera

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27/06/26

I came across your most recent journal entry just a few minutes ago. The general vibe of it drew my attention, even though I must confess that I didn't read it because I do not particularly enjoy reading other people's private thoughts. It has such a distinct personality. There is a certain charm to the doodles and the way it is put together. In fact, it has motivated me to think about starting one of my own this summer.

I really wish I could stay in bed all day, I don't want to do anything other sleep and daydream. Saturday, I have one of my friend's birthday party. I really don't wanna go. It's not that I don't want to see her, I haven't seen her in a year !!! I don't want to meet her friends and pretend to be interested in them, because I truly have no interest in them. I know we will never become friends, we've got nothing in common and I find them to be very futile, conformist and boring people. I don't want to prentend that I have an interesting life, that I'm so happy and busy with so many projects. I'm not happy, my life is boring, I've got nothing going on for me. I've got like, 5 friends (which already a start you could say), that I barely see and mildly care about me ; not much of a family, most of them I rarely see or I have never seen in my life. I guess I'm the boring person, but not in the same way at least. I need something to distract me.