millie, 18 , bi, tcc

I just miss him

God I just keep thinking about him and just how things were, I just miss him, i just wanna see him once more he ment so fucking much to me god i feel so fucking crazy

I had a dream that for some reason i was back at school and my tc came up to me and goes “why didnt u ever tell me, i wouldve talked to u about it” and I was like what, that was fucking it but i miss him so much god i keep thinking bout him

Cool cool i love having dreams about having a loving boyfriend

no no no yeah thats fine, life is just gonna give me a bunch of anxiety and then just let me figure out why, then also make me look up my TC and make me feel a whole shit ton worse because he's married and has kids and fucking isn't in my life anymore no yeah yeah yeah no im great,,,,,,,,,,,

So I have feelings for one of my best friends, and heres the the fun part he used to like me but i didnt feel the same but now it’s switched...

cool ok so I had a dream about my tc, im so fucking sad rn I miss him so much idk what to do, I feel like iv already crossed the line