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im @digitaldescent on ao3, and @softheartsandmachineguns is my main blog here.

thought id throw that out!

little about me? i suppose?

i like the sonic franchise a lot, metal sonic is one of my favourite characters, but i also like shadow. sonadow is my favourite pairing!

im into identity v, i like creepypasta, i like saw and my favourite genre of music is techno, break core maybe? (think neros day at disneyland, loli in early 20s, lexycat) and sohodolls is my favourite band.

i write and i draw, both of which are on my ao3 and main blog, respectively. i like video games, and i have a boyfriend who i love very much.

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learning to drive is actually making me miserable, lmao.

i dread all of my lessons, i'm no good at managing the stress. i hate learning theory and i think hazard perception is tapped.

im moving back the date of my theory test, to december. and ill keep learning practical because i dont have a choice.

the only good thing thatll come out of learning how to drive is that if one day i have a family, i can drive my kids somewhere xd. i dont know if ill ever have a family, if ill ever get to transition. maybe ill throw in the towel before then.

man, optimism sucks. its all i have to keep myself going anymore

i have that STUPID "youve got to turn the other cheek" song from moral orel STUCK IN MY HEAD. RELEASE ME

#moral orel

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i also think the announcer's voice is kind of sexy Lol. (also ab finding frankie. idk why am i thinking about that game right now when i should be asleep). technically it's the other version of frankie lol i dont know

i'm REALLY excited for the sequel to come out. i dont like the system requirements though. WDYM 8gb ram, that cannot happen???? i have 8gb ram on this computer. ill have to research how well optimised the game is. maybe ill be able to brute force it into running on my computer

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yeah so ts4 is minimum 4gb and it runs like poop. 8gb is ideal. Hm.

i also think the announcer's voice is kind of sexy Lol. (also ab finding frankie. idk why am i thinking about that game right now when i should be asleep). technically it's the other version of frankie lol i dont know

i'm REALLY excited for the sequel to come out. i dont like the system requirements though. WDYM 8gb ram, that cannot happen???? i have 8gb ram on this computer. ill have to research how well optimised the game is. maybe ill be able to brute force it into running on my computer

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isn't henry hotline from the game finding frankie SUCH a tumblr sexyman. why dont enough people talk about this

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sorry to all the irls who see me and had respect for me seeing me talk about mascot horror.

LOOK the game has rail grinding, im sonic brained

isn't henry hotline from the game finding frankie SUCH a tumblr sexyman. why dont enough people talk about this

im playig solitaire on my computer its 2am as i post this. on my site i play it on, the cards move automatically when you've won. i was so locked in but tired also that i physically jumped when the cards began to move on their own lmao

grind is real

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dude nvm im fucking fine now. someones fic i commented on they responded, im happy

(ESCAPISMMMMMM I REFUSE TO DEAL WITH MY ISSUES PROPERLYYYYYY)

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what if im parasocial and intimidate them

dude nvm im fucking fine now. someones fic i commented on they responded, im happy

(ESCAPISMMMMMM I REFUSE TO DEAL WITH MY ISSUES PROPERLYYYYYY)

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i miss being 13. man, i wasn't supposed to be around this long, i dont know what im doing and everyone else around me is acting like i am just supposed to know

mama pissing me the fuck off as of lately.

constantly in a mood taking her frustration out on other people. grow up. i have not nice things happen to me too, i'm unhappy with the weather too, and i'm not bitching about it to anyone who will listen, you know why? because if all i did was bitch about my problems to other people, they wouldnt like me. i used to do that and i can admit it, but i am working on improving myself and being better for those around me.

bitching about legal documents and costs. she OFFERED to sort them out for me, and i only accepted because i imagined it would be what she wants for me. you want to pay 1400 and complain about it? go ahead, i dont care, i dont want them anymore. you want to keep bitching about it and complaining how much effort it is? then fucking drop it, it's annoying me.

wishing i was as mentally challenged as my brother sometimes so that i wouldnt have to deal with her bullshit, or id at least be unaware of whats going on. ignorance is bliss, right?

you will NEVER know your limits if you dont push yourself

praise the lord /s literally everyone is busy rn.

i can read as much fanfiction as i want and watch as much porn as i want and do anything and everything in between but its been hard to get away from reality as of lately

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lately been considering a permanent solution for temporary problems. i dont have anyone to talk to this about, and i am so tired. a part of me thinks that maybe i should really reach out and seek help.

the rational part of me knows its not worth it unless i want to have all sharp things confiscated and be yelled at by my parents

not so funny story, my dentist suspected i was bullimic, lol.

my teeth are eroding and after she noticed this she started feeling around my jaw to see if it was swollen, lol. now i'm pretty sure she thinks im fat. thats not been fun to dwell on. there's nothing i can eat in this house that's safe anymore (home cooked meals w too much oil, foods i never liked, foods im scared to touch) so ive been on a hunger strike hahahah.

my teeth are eroding bc i drink too much diet coke. which SUCKS, bc this is something online advice doesnt tell you! have sugar free carbonated drinks to subside hunger! still makes your teeth rot, so idk if its worth it.

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