post crashout clarity is annoying af like oh no i got a little upset and now my whole body hurts. fuck you

losing weight all fun and games till ya fav clothes dont fit anymore 🫩

also reading through my old posts bc i havent used this acc in forever. someone get this guy some fucking medication my god. i am not as mentally ill as i was three months ago

weird that i relapsed at such a crucial time in my life where i need to use my brain and body constantly or else i will fail miserably and die alone

im not mentally ill anymore im Cured im Fine everything i ever experienced before was a lie im completely normal and fine and okay

think i have some sort of personality disorder. Not quite sure.

also im genuinely gay idk whats going on. girlfriend hates me and i hate myself and i dont know what to do anymore

i forgot to care about anything wow

every time i listen to charli xcx i end up crying whats going on. im supposed to be bumpin that bumpin that why am i bawling my eyes out

i love being marvin

im just a stupid avoidant chud with no promising future and every night i go to bed hoping i dont wake up again

my ribs are so faint now its making me so angry. if someone wants to call me a big fat gargantuan fatty fat loser that would be appreciated. how do i lose 20 lbs in ten minutes

i think im actually gay or something but i miss her so bad. i think im jusg not used to having human relationships so i thought im in love wth her?? she is the most important person in my life but i think i like dudes who tf knows

my life is actually nothing without her wow. i feel like such an asshole for talking shit the whole time she was here because now that shes gone i am just. not doing anything at all and i am not happy. what the hell