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Suicidal neil yo?

Fandom, there is very real help available, all around the world, for people who may be feeling suicidal or who know someone who has mentioned it. Please check out this list of international hotlines if you need someone to talk to. - AFTG Fic Rec Fam

previous asks:

Neil attempts suicide here

Neil is suicidal prior to meeting the foxes here

suicidal Neil in foster care here

previous recs:

‘Borrowed Time’ here

‘(Don't) Trust me’ here (completed)

‘I hate a liar’ here (updated)

‘Scars Like Stars’ here (completed)

‘Hearts In Halves’ and ‘Am I Screaming to An Empty Sky?’ here

‘Bound for Error’ here (updated)

‘Take my Kidney. Take my Life.’ here

‘What We Ask’ here

‘I feel the burden now (it’s weighing down my soul),’ ‘I Am A Forest Fire,’ ‘i'll take anything you have (if you could throw me a line), ‘help, I've lost myself again (but I remember you),’ ‘hand. cheek. trigger. bang.,’ and ‘Baby, We're Both Crazy’ here

‘37 Days’ (updated) and ‘Who You Were Formed to Be’ here (completed)

‘Young Trouble.’ here

‘24 Floors’ here

‘I will help you swim,’ ‘“There's blood on my/your hands.”’ and ‘Achilles Come Down’ here

‘fox. hunt. hound.’ here (updated)

‘The Height of our Hope’ here

‘Two Birds (Of a Feather)’ here

‘So I Got Wasted (Like All My Potential)’ here

‘keep telling me that it gets better (does it ever?)’ here

‘the foundations of decay’ and ‘here's to the fact that i'll be sad without you’ here

‘All Alone, I've Lost the Hope’ here

‘Die Free or Die a Failure’ here (completed)

‘Deals With Devils,’ ‘I No Longer Feel Things (I Know I Should),’ and ‘No More Fucks To Give’ here (all updated)

‘Bad Days’ and ‘The Inescapable Past’ here

‘Not Damsels, not Knights’ here

‘Acting is the Greatest Lie’ here

‘what's in a name?’ (updated) and ‘talking to myself (but i can't hear anything)’ here

‘Our Days are Numbered’ here

‘Run to You’ here

‘is it heaven up there? (it's hell down here),’ ‘Hollywood Forever,’ and ‘Once Upon a Midnight Dreary’ here

‘(don’t fear) the reaper’ here

‘From the bloody beginning to the bitter end’ here

‘Please Don't Jump (It's Christmas)’ here

‘Hope is a Dangerous Disquieting Thing’ here

‘the hatford crew meeting abram for the first time’ here

‘Blinding Lights’ here

Thank You For Trying by calamitoustide [Not Rated, 2382 Words, Complete, 2025, Locked]

Neil looks back out on the setting sun. It's already almost gone and he should've been too by now. He was never supposed to make it to his final year anyway. He was meant to die years ago. He's just been buying his time. If anything, he's on borrowed time. Falling off this roof will do nothing but set the universe right again. Maybe that's why there's this hole in his chest that's not getting any better. He was never meant to be here, and the universe is just trying to make it right. Not that he's ever believed in stuff like that. He still doesn't. It's nice to have a reason though. He takes a breath and the air is cold and violent around him. He let's it go. [Neil]: Thank you [Neil]: You were amazing

or Neil attempts and Andrew comes running

tw: suicide attempt, tw: depression, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced abuse

One Minute to Fall by Wants_To_Write [Rated M, 11856 Words, Complete, 2025]

All he needed was ten minutes. Or Andrew died (or did he) and Neil is totally coping. (No the fuck he's not).

tw: assumed major character death, tw: flashbacks, tw: graphic descriptions of violence, tw: body horror, tw: mental breakdown, tw: suicide attempt, tw: suicidal ideation, tw: self harm, tw: blood & injury, tw: disordered eating

Waking up. series by aj0411m (orphan_account) [Not Rated/Rated E, Collection, 2 complete works, Updated 2021]

Part 1: I Hate To Wake You Up [Not Rated, 1844 Words] Andrew knew something was wrong. Maybe it was the weird feeling that blossomed on his chest. Or maybe it was the way Neil was hunching over himself, holding the cigarette with shaking hands.

tw: suicide, tw: major character death, tw: self harm, tw: blood & injury

Part 2: Why Did You Wake Up? [E, 1604 Words] alternatively, Andrew wakes up earlier.

Here’s a roundup of Aaron’s trial content, a follow-up to a recent request for fics featuring people’s reactions to that event.

It’s been sobering and often painful reading Andrew’s closely guarded secret traumas rehashed and laid bare. Please mind the trigger warnings. -A

previous asks:

reactions to Aaron’s trial here here

Andrew sees Cass post canon here

Aaron loses the trial here

focused on the trial:

‘Terms and Conditions’ here; companion piece ‘see red’ here

‘My brother under the sun’ here

‘aaron & neil talking after aaron’s trial’ here

‘Tumblr Headcanons…Ch 8′ here

‘If it means protecting you (I’ll pay my dues)’ here

‘i know you’re lying, but tell me it’ll be alright anyways’ and ‘Aftg-tober Drabbles’ part 2 here

‘time & confusion’ here

‘A Prophets Work’ here

‘Trial Talk’ and ‘No Words Necessary’ here

‘Show me your world, Oh brother’ and ‘The tie’ here

‘Nicky and His Twins: the Trial’ here

references to the trial:

Andrew/Kevin/Aaron pov of Thanksgiving/his trial here

‘I can feel you under my skin’ here

‘Open Smother’ here

‘Pissed off is an ugly emotion’ here

‘fucked up by the blame’ here

‘Proof’ here

‘Don’t Mind Us’ and ‘horns are broken halos’ here

‘some godly-like thing created’ here

‘A Form Of Endearment’ ch 4 here

‘On the Flipside’ here

‘I Swear I'm Holding the Sun’ here

‘More Gentle Than Any Man’ here

‘I‘d die to be somebody you could love’ here (completed)

‘Moral Turpitude’ here

‘The Fool and the Knight’ here

‘Monster?’ here (updated)

‘Cyberstalking’ here (updated)

‘I’m leaving this town (and I’m changing my address)’ here (completed)

‘I Didn't Choose Them’ here

trial centric:

Like A Force to Be Reckoned With by Mia_writes [Rated M, 6689 Words, Complete, 2024, Locked]

Katelyn was a Vixen. A pre-med student. Aaron Minyard's supportive girlfriend. But who was she when the Foxes weren't around? As Aaron's trial approaches and Katelyn discovers she's pregnant, she contemplates her role in the Foxes' story.

tw: unplanned pregnancy, tw: abortion, tw: clinic harassment, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: homophobia, tw: vomit

How Can You Love Me? (when you know where i've been) by Liv_loves_to_cry [Rated M, 6297 Words, Complete, 2023]

Andrew woke up three days before Aaron’s trial already over the entire ordeal. or Andrew's perspective of the trial.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced animal abuse

Thank you so much for the work you're doing, I found so many amazing fics thanks to you! I would like some recs for Aaron's trial, preferably covering people's reaction to it if it's public. It doesn't need to be the focus of the fic, it can be part of a longer story or even mentioned as something that has already occurred. Thank you!

Going through our previous recs, reactions to Aaron’s trial were not a big theme. We’ve highlighted what we could find and have some that are new to the blog.

Watch for a follow-up post with more Aaron’s trial content. -A

previous recs with reactions to trial:

‘What Is It To Truly Lose Control?’ here

‘Hearts In Halves’ here

‘hope the skin heals where the pain enters’ here (updated)

‘Dream clouds, ghost ground…’ and ‘some godly-like thing created’ here

‘Mirror, Mirror’ here

‘I will leave the light on’ ch 8-9 here

MENTIONS of cass/foxes/jury reacting to trial:

‘No Hope in Solitude’ here

‘I’ve been silent for so long’ here

‘The Aftermath’ here

‘Lessons in Cartography’ ch 7-8, ‘Sophomore Slump’ ch 8 (updated) and ‘Trust Fall (And Welcoming Arms)’ ch 10 here (trial/healing from Drake referenced throughout the last two)

‘historians’ here

‘under oath’ here

‘Bloodsport’ ch 13 here (updated)

‘Cut at the knees (I’ll bash your head in)’ here

here

‘Some Ghosts Don't Stay Dead’ here

‘Kingdom Come’ here

‘A Good and Useful Hurt’ here

‘The Destination Was Always Forever’ ch 7 & 8 (trial referenced throughout) here (updated)

trial centric with reactions a feature:

The People Vs Aaron Minyard by anri [Rated M, 17924 Words, Complete, 2024]

Literally just a fic about Aaron's trial, as told by Nicky, Neil, Andrew and Aaron's testimony, and the effects it has on them all.

tw: heavily referenced rape & csa, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: religious trauma, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: violence, tw: blood & injuries, tw: victim blaming, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction

No Regrets by roxal04 [Rated T, 5165 Words, Complete, 2025]

Against her better judgement, Allison is forced to be character witness for Aaron during his murder trial. She ends up hearing testimony that changes her perspective on the Foxes' resident Monster.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: homophobia, tw: victim blaming, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced assault

i'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife by wlwmlmsolidarity [Rated T, 1073 Words, Complete, 2024]

aaron is on trial, which means certain things about andrew's past is now public knowledge, and someone makes the mistake of commenting on it in front of neil - or, neil beats some ass

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: verbal abuse, tw: victim blaming, tw: violence

Black Painted Hearts by ADifferentTime [Rated T, 9263 Words, Complete, 2022]

It's time for Aaron's trial and no one is feeling particularly great about it.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: blood & injuries, tw: religious trauma

Brother mine by poly_pr1nce [Not Rated, 35801 Words, Complete, 2022, Locked]

NB: the only active pairing in this fic is andrew/roland

It's the trial. That's it that's literally the fic.

tw: heavily referenced rape & csa, tw: graphic descriptions of violence & injuries, tw: blood/gore, tw: scars, tw: child pornography, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: homophobia, tw: victim blaming, tw: implied/referenced suicide, tw: vomit, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: eating disorders, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: religious trauma, tw: underage pregnancy & abortion, tw: graphic description of car accident, tw: canonical character death

All For The Game series by original_character06 [Rated E, Collection, 563202 Words, Incomplete, Updated May 2026]

Aaron Minyard’s freshman year through the eyes of Blake (OC). A character-driven story exploring trust, tension, and slow-burn Aaron/Blake, set within the All for the Game universe. From Aaron Minyard’s first year at Palmetto State to his last, this series follows the quiet, complicated evolution of his life—on and off the court.

Part 4: The Shield Cage [172335 Words, Incomplete, Updated May 2026] Part IV Aaron Minyard's trial. Jean adapting in the Golden Court. Blake overcoming his past, even if its consuming him.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: graphic nightmares with torture/blood/injuries, tw: self harm, tw: panic attacks, tw: ptsd, tw: explicit sexual content, tw: implied/referenced suicide

Decide on me, decide on us by TinManWriting [Rated T, 17677 Words, Complete, 2025]

Four times Nicky chose Andrew and one time Andrew chose Nicky

tw: canonical character death, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: extreme homophobia, tw: religious trauma, tw: unhealthy family dynamics, tw: implied/referenced conversion camp, tw: threatened behavior modification camp, tw: implied/referemced hate crime, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: violence

The Trial Tapes by 0bsessednerd [Rated M, 2980 Words, Complete, 2022]

The Foxes’ practice gets interrupted by tapes from Aaron’s trial getting leaked and shared everywhere.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: ptsd

Neil and Katelyn's Deal series by Mickey_99 [Rated M, Collection, 2 complete works, Updated May 2021]

Part 1: No, This is a Misunderstanding [2324 Words] The monsters run into Luther at Aaron's Trial. Luther has things to say. But Neil does too.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: homophobia, tw: religious trauma, tw: implied/referenced conversion camp, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: victim blaming, tw: violence

Part 2: The Deal [3838 Words] Katelyn makes a deal with Neil. These two are devious motherfuckers.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: homophobia, tw: violence

Maybe it was better left unspoken. by Seraph_Scene [Rated T, 2102 Words, Incomplete, Updated Jun 2026]

In the wake of Aaron's trial, Andrew sees someone again for the first time in years and learns a secret that was meant to be buried forever.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: negative self talk

South Carolina athlete murder trial social media au by @ninyard [Tumblr, 2024]

Part 1: opening statements and public reaction Part 2: SC murder trial jury hears gory details, trial updates, public reaction

andrew sees her in the courthouse hc by @ladystormverse [Tumblr, 2026]

katelyn's crowd: aaron minyard? he's a hero actually hc by @afurtivecake [Tumblr, 2025]

Art

Pov: your hot angry doctor may be a murderer art by @verdiris

AFTG-tober day 2: Protection art by @rafalopesart

I don't smoke by Mitski and the Minyard brothers art by @eeriethacus

Minyard mugshots art by @deadliestpieceontheboard

I’ve been wanting to rec this fic for months now, but my Tumblr was glitching and refused to let me make a submission, but it’s finally working, so here is one of my favourite fics ever, it’s basically 12k words of character study masking as pwp, which we all know is the best kind of smut. The fic is compress, repress by homebakedhermit, and the characterisations are so good, the Andreil relationship is so good, and the smut is just chef’s kiss. All of the author’s other works are also amazing, this one was just my favourite.

Fic : https://archiveofourown.gay/works/66945196?view_adult=true

One hot and bothered Neil + one golden-eyed smouldery Andrew = an extra steamy summer in Columbia, SC. Thanks for the rec! -A

compress, repress by homebaked_hermit [Rated E, 12177 Words, Complete, 2025]

“Take your time,” Andrew says wryly. His hand slips onto the slope of Neil’s waist, settling at his hip where he hooks a finger in Neil’s belt loop. “We’ve only got all day.”

Alternatively: a study on sweat and denial.

tw: explicit sexual content, tw: implied/referenced torture

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This is part 2 to our post with fic recs on middle aged andreil. - S

Art

Here is some fan art by @gremlinnddraws on tumblr, all featuring older andreil:

“you stupid old man”

has it really been thirty years

40 year old andreil♥️

Forty-something Andreil watching a match

older andreil

quality time

waiting for him to come home

“Sunrise, Abram, death: these are truths”.

Catching up with an old friend

‘this became just a game to him’

a private moment interrupted by neil’s team

coach josten

plus some art by other artists:

What a privilege, to grow old together by @livvilio

Andrew’s 30th birthday… by @smokesontheroof

Olympic Team Andrew, Kevin and Neil by @llstarcasterll

#aftg fanart #neil josten/andrew minyard

Hi, I'm so glad you're open! Do you have any recs with middle-aged Andreil?

The term ‘middle-aged’ gave me a bit of a headache here, since people tend to interpret it in different ways (it seems to cover anywhere from 30 to 50, depending on who you ask). Here I’ve included mostly fics where at least one of them has reached 30.

‘Aged-up’ characters are fairly common in AUs or post canon fics featuring lawyers, teachers, or social workers (sometimes as post-retirement careers, see also our tag page under AUs - jobs ). Some parenting fics also feature more mature Andreil.

Enjoy the selection below! - S

(There's a part 2 to this ask containing some excellent art!)

Previous recs:

‘Glencaster Lodge’ here

‘I've had a love of my own’ here

‘Azure Blue’ here

‘Secondhand Lovers’ here (completed)

‘Family of five and two cats’ here (completed)

‘falling in reverse’ and ‘and all the roads will disappear’ here

‘What does 'Viral' Mean?’ and ‘Neil and Jeremy as exycommentators’ here

‘Settled’ here

‘Andreil later in life’ here

‘until the end of the world’ and ‘your touch, my comfort, and my lullaby’ here

‘Ten Years and a Lifetime’ here

‘Now and forever (can you imagine when this race is won?)’ and ‘what is yours’ here

‘I Will Find You Here Inside The Dark’ here (completed)

‘The Bones of You’ here

‘the memory of burning’ here

‘Dream a little dream of me’ here

‘Trying to Remember Your Heart’ here

‘but you ain't got my number (no, you can't pin me down)’ here

'Tumblr Headcanons - Andreil, Chapter 39’ here

‘a simple christmas’ here

‘Leaves’ here

You might also like:

Foxes with age differences here

‘Life is Strange’ here (updated)

‘This Kid’ here

‘where the heart is’ series and ‘We Are Survivors’ here

‘this room, our universe’ here

‘take yourself home’ and ‘Absinthe makes the heart grow fonder’ here

‘You Know I Never Forgot’ here

‘I Haven't Seen You (since that summer)’ and ‘Step by Step’ here

‘Blame It On My Youth’ here (completed)

‘Whose Your Daddy’ (completed), ‘Unexpected Fatherhood, Well Maybe a Little Expected’, ‘Legend (I wish she knew you)’ (completed), ‘sticking with you’, ‘Maybe It's Fate’, ‘To do for someone what I wish they had done for me’, ‘Boy Memorized.’, ‘Drop In, Drop By’ and ‘The new Hatchlings of the Ravens’ (updated) here

For some above college-age characters see:

Professor Andrew Minyard here

‘A lesson in rivalry’ here

‘Next to You’ and ‘Math, Exy and Middle Ground’ here

‘A world alone’ here

‘The Calculus of Nocturnes’ here

‘Cuts & Scrapes’ here

‘Red Rabbits’ series here

‘you mean you forgot cranberries too’ here

‘L’Amour parle en fleurs’ here

‘Does the dog die at the end?’ here (completed)

‘Dear Advice Guy’ here (completed)

‘Such a fool for sacrifice’ here

‘the passenger’ here

‘research purposes only’ here

‘Was Sorta Hopin' That You'd Stay’ here

‘I could carve you into my dermis’ and ‘Trying to Remember Your Heart’ here

‘Feels Like Falling’ here

‘Wish I Had a River’ here (completed)

The Days Are Long But The Years Are Short by mapjogger [Rated T, 14138 words, complete, 2026]

Neil never comes back from spring break his first year in college, leaving Andrew and Kevin behind to figure out how to pick up the pieces. Twenty years later, he reappears in their lives.

tw: scars, tw: implied/referenced torture

What We Owe Each Other (Patient Number 10) by Hennski [Not Rated, 73494 words, incomplete, last updated March 2026 ]

Ten years after graduation, Aaron works as an emergency doctor in Charleston while his twin Andrew has gone pro, living with his partner Neil in Columbia. Beyond occasional texts, they haven't managed to get any closer than they were in college. A routine 24-hour Saturday shift becomes anything but when a John Doe with severe head trauma arrives. As Aaron fights to save him, too many details align, reminding him of a certain number 10 striker he once knew.

tw: major character injuries, tw: graphic description of injuries, tw: violence, tw: blood, tw: implied/referenced depression, tw: ptsd, tw: panic attacks

Tear out all Your Tenderness. by kotabear24 [Rated E, 65467 words, complete, 2026]

Neil wasn't surprised in the least to find a grown — but short — man laying down in the empty stall, not with the way Katana was dancin' in her own. He was, however, surprised to see the man was naked as the day he was born, and brandishing a hoof pick like a knife out in front of him. Pallid and sweating, he looked like he done fell face-down in a sticker patch and run over by cows. Neil stared at him, unbothered, and the man said raggedly, "Back the hell up. I will hurt you." Neil snorted. "Not like that, you won't," he answered. "You mean to cause any trouble?" Neil asked him, eyeing him critically. "Or you just need some hair'a the dog 'fore I call someone to come collect your sorry ass?" The man glared up at Neil, but Neil didn't back down. "I could stab you right now," the man threatened, but his tone was sullen, almost chastened. Neil snorted again and the man shifted and winced. "Just give me a minute," he said eventually. "Sure," Neil nodded. "You take your time. But touch any of my critters or my kids, and I'll shoot you dead, you hear me?"

tw: scars, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: animal death, tw: explicit sexual content

Coach Josten by s0lar_beam [Not Rated, 1901 words, incomplete, last updated April 2025]

In the present day, Neil Josten is now nearing his 40s and coaching for the Columbia Dragons. His goal is to take this subpar pro team to the top. Kevin is struggling with retirement, attachment issues, and two kids. Andrew and Neil question engagement. Neil's phone is still old as hell.

Do I look like him? by justfortheloveofit [Rated T, 2492 words, complete, 2025]

Neil is now 37 years old, an age he never dreamed he'd see, and he'd begun to dread his reflection again. The lines above his eyebrows were Nathan's. The sharp tendons on the back of his hands were Nathan's. What was once rich, auburn hair has faded to a warm brown and was starting to gray at his temples. Or A snapshot into Andrew and Neil's future, including their discussions on aging, retiring, and stubborn family ties.

where the heart is by moonix [Rated T, 20479 words, complete, Fandom Trumps Hate 2025, locked]

Pro Exy player Andrew is forced to retire early after an injury on court. Kevin's got his recovery all planned out: rather than stay in New York, they will both spend some time in their old hometown, closer to Aaron, Aaron's kids, and Kevin's family. All they need is someone to cook for Andrew until he's back on his feet, and an instruction manual on how to navigate old and new relationships and emotions they'd long left on the doorsteps of their childhood homes.

37, 24 by andrewiel [Rated E, 52241 words, complete, 2025, locked]

Neil is twenty-four years old. Coach Andrew Minyard is thirteen years older.

tw: explicit sexual content

To Know a Man by floraparrish [Rated E, 2440 words, complete, 2025]

Currently obsessed with OCs in the fandom. What are the best ones?

Here are some of our favourite fics with original characters. It was fun revisiting them; thanks for the ask! -A

also see:

‘Blame It On My Youth’ here (completed)

‘Fluent Freshman’ (completed) and ‘The Aidan Minyard Universe’ here

‘at least it's not never’ (updated) and ‘Paging Doctor Minyard’ series parts 4 & 5 here

‘One Last Time’ here (completed)

‘Sixteen hours’ here

‘Uncle Andy’ series here

‘Red Rabbits Universe’ series here and here

‘The Sun Still Rises’ here

‘the key to protection.’ and ‘“I think there’s someone in the house.”’ parts 1 & 2 here

‘Small Angry Gardeners’ series here

‘Learning To Feel (When You've Forgotten How)’ here

‘Wish I Had a River’ and ‘That Isn't Nothing’ here

‘The New Normal’ here (completed)

‘Walking a Tightrope’ here

‘The Nameless Monster’ here

‘Cutting Ties’ here (updated)

‘Picking Up Stitches’ and ‘The Sam Diaries’ here

‘Ghost of You’ here

‘(it's probably nothing)’ series here

‘Kevin Day takes a sabbatical’ here

‘Out of the Ashes’ series here

‘The Kids Are Alright (Now)’ series here

‘Yes, No, Knives & Stones’ here

‘Joshua fucking Minyard-Josten’ series here

‘Whose Your Daddy’ (completed), ‘We’ll Both Be Fine’ (updated), and ‘Arlo Minyard-Josten’ series here

‘Son of a Exy!’ series here

‘Smalls au’ here

‘Space In-Between’ here

‘Steve From Starbucks’ here

‘The Enemy of My Friend is My Super Enemy’ here

‘Professor’ series here

‘Professor Neil’ series here

‘Oh My God, He's Texting’ here

Stay series by KweenDay [Rated T/M, Collection, 2 complete works, Updated 2021, Locked]

Previously recced here

Part 1: Was Sorta Hopin' That You'd Stay [M, 25740 Words] Neil and Andrew have HATED each other since an incident in college. They really, really do. The Minyard-Josten rivalry is not a sham. But now Andrew's transferring to Neil's team and all hell is about to break loose.

tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: explicit sexual content

Part 2: Before I Hated You [T, 5974 Words] Before the Minyard-Josten rivalry was on, there was something else entirely. *** Andrew and Neil's first meeting in college that ended up starting the feud between them.

The Manny by orphan_account [Rated E, 57000 Words, Complete, 2018]

Previously recced here

Problem #1: Neil accidentally becomes the nanny of two adorable kids. Problem #2: Neil somehow manages to fall in love with their father. Fuck.

cocoa dust by djhedy [Rated T, 22319 Words, Complete, 2020]

Previously recced here

Neil had seen the guy around campus a few times. It was hard not to. The exy team stood out. Or those three did, anyway. The twins with their shock-white blond hair and perpetual resting bastard face, and Kevin Day, the number 2 arrogantly tattooed on a high cheekbone, flanked as usual by at least one of the twins. And Neil knew their reputation. It’s why he stayed away. - or, neil gets a new job at the coffee shop opposite campus and guess which asshole is a regular

tw: homophobia

Paper Anniversary by likearecord [Rated E, 45168 Words, Complete, 2021]

Part 3 of the The Bachelor of Baltimore series (recced here); part 1 here

A year after Nathaniel Wesninski chooses him for a marriage of alliance, Andrew thinks the most stressful thing in his life is going to be his wedding anniversary. He thinks wrong.

tw: anxiety, tw: murder, tw: gun violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: kidnapping, tw: heavily referenced torture, tw: major character injury, tw: alcohol

North Star by KweenDay [Rated M, 56099 Words, Complete, 2021, Locked]

Previously recced here

Two years after he broke up with Neil, Andrew hits rock bottom. Fighting with the aftermath of nearly losing his brother, Aaron finds the cracks in Andrew's life and takes it upon himself to fix as many as he can. Starting with Neil. Aaron has a plan (not necessarily a smart one). The stars might align just well enough to help him pull it off. Andrew is an asshole. Neil is fine.

tw: suicide attempt, tw: explicit sexual content

Feels Like Falling by gluupor for broship_addict, kysprite [Rated M, 35325 Words, Complete 2020, AFTG Big Bang, Locked]

Previously recced here

After college Andrew left behind both exy and Neil. Five years later, he’s built himself a stable life with nothing wanting. Sure, he hasn’t had a meaningful relationship since college, but he hasn’t found anyone compatible and he’s not overly interested in romance, anyway. He has friends, family, and pets; he’s not missing out on anything. Or so he thinks, until a chance encounter brings him back in contact with his unfairly attractive ex. As he and Neil get to know each other again, Andrew starts thinking that maybe, just maybe, he’s allowed to have it all.

NB: art for this fic by @broship-addict here, art by @kysprite here

Eighteen Wheels And Three Beating Hearts by Autumnalhogwarts, IKnowWhoYouAre_Damianos [Rated T, 82102 Words, Complete, AFTG Big Bang 2019]

Previously recced here

Nathaniel Wesninski had never thought he’d ever end up on a greyhound bus to Palmetto with a toddler cradled to his chest, trying to process the end of his mobster life and starting all over as a 20 year-old single dad. Creating a new life as trucker Neil Josten, he finds a new home and family in his colleagues and quirky small town inhabitants, especially growing fond of the Foxhole Diner’s grumpy owner Andrew Minyard. But what happens if Andrew finds out about his past? Will Andrew really commit his life to the son of a serial killer with a toddler? Andrew Minyard never expected much of his life and found much more in David Wymack and his lot in Palmetto. His diner means working all day and meeting all kinds of people, but it’s his and he wouldn’t want it any different. Not as long as he can pay for his twin’s study. As one day Neil Josten stumbles into his diner for an interview for a job at Wymack’s transportation company, Andrew senses that his life will change in ways he’s never anticipated.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

NB: art of Andrew, Neil and Connor by @neenya

Take to the Wing by IceEckos12 [Rated M, 68859 Words, Complete, AFTG Reverse Big Bang 2020, Locked]

Previously recced here

Neil is not able to hold out until the end of Winter Break, and signs himself over to Edgar Allan. Trapped in the Raven's Nest, he fights for his right to exist. The Foxes are devastated at the loss of another member of their family. Beset upon by enemies at all sides, including from within, they begin to fracture even further. But all is not yet lost. After all, that which fractures only becomes stronger when it heals.

tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: torture, tw: physical & emotional abuse, tw: blood & injury, tw: implied/referenced malnourishment, tw: panic attacks, tw: nightmares, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: alcohol abuse

NB: art by @tigerjawed here, here, and here

a bicycle made for two (or three) by lazarusthefirst [Rated E, 98516 Words, Complete, 2018, Locked]

Previously recced here

The other hindrance was due to the fact that Santa had been very generous this year, which left Jean standing on a patch of sidewalk he’d kicked clear himself, holding his four year old daughter’s hand and wondering how he was going to get all of their stuff plus the Pink Unicorn Princess Dream House up four flights of stairs without something breaking.

tw: explicit sexual content

Art

NB: this is just a sampling of oc aftg character art that’s out there! Search your favorite social media or google for more!

ammi’s all for the game ocs art by @aymmidumps

oc aftg character from artfight art by @eeriethacus

oc raven vi art by @eeriethacus

my exy baby and AFTG oc: Mion ‘MiMi’ Ahn art by @sun-floweroo

oc kyo temida art by @doesephs

oc wen with the mooost 2012 tattoos art by @moncuries

aftg oc: Diana and diana, summer of 2007 art by @sirascolat

Kevin’s daughter HOPE WYMACK-BALCOM art by @exylover06

oc: Eva Josten web weaving by @codename-adler (more at #oc: eva josten)

Happy birthday Milo 7/7 art by @allfortheslay25 (more at #Miloverse)

aftg oc: SELENIUS art by @omegakevinday

Freshman backliner Rory Sokół. art by @sentient-forest-boy

aftg ocs Elijah Andre Luca art by @pee-hands

ACU backliner oc Caprice art by @muta-draws

Hiii do you have any Fic Rex’s where the foxes realise the extent of what kevin went through in the nest??

Kevin rarely reveals the full extent of what he endured growing up in the nest. I’ve gathered what I could find that comes closest. -A

also see:

Neil, Jean, Kevin post canon discussions here

pre canon Kevin & Andrew or kandrew here

Andrew helping Kevin through panic attack here

‘changes’ here (updated)

‘Honey, You’re Familiar’ here

‘Different Roads’ and ‘I Was Ruined From The Start’ here (both updated)

‘Shake My Tomb’ here

‘my one, my dear’ here

‘Exy Queen,’ ‘despite everything, i'm still human,’ and ‘learning to love’ here

‘and i'm hoping that you'll stay’ series, ‘fallback,’ and dance 'til you find someone to die for’ (updated) here

‘Hold the Line’ here

‘piece by piece, he restored my faith…’ here

‘Just Short Of A Fairy Tale’ here

‘To Be Certain We'll Be Tall Again’ here

‘A Falling Star’ series here

‘once more, with feeling’ (updated) here

‘stories from the last war’ and ‘Let me tell you what’s it like to be a zero’ here

‘Funeral Pyre’ (updated) and ‘Things you can tell just by looking at him’ here

‘Common Tongue’ here

‘(if you're feeling small) i'll love your shadow’ here (completed)

‘a crown’s a crown’ here

‘I'm Here (Except When You're Not)’ here

foxes sympathetic about kevin’s ptsd in general:

‘Damocles,’ ‘miscalculation,’ and ‘equilibrium’ here

‘(Pas) Peur,’ ‘My Favourite Colour Is You,’ ‘all of the things (that i'm not),’ and ‘I See You’ here

‘the life and times of kevin day,’ ‘Call it New,’ ‘Stand on your own feet’ (updated) and ‘Best of You’ (updated) here

‘Quitter le Nid’ here

‘Kevin Day appreciation hour’ series here

‘why am I like this?,’ ‘In the Blooms,’ ‘Proof of Life,’ ‘i should hate you, i feel stupid.,’ ‘Tell Me the Truth,’ ‘Kevin Day is keeping Celeste’ series, ‘You Gave Me A Key And Called It Home’ ch 31, and ‘A Series of H/C One-Shots…’ ch 4 here

‘Father’s Day, ‘08,’ ‘unexpected pride,’ ‘the lovers, the dreamers and me,’ and ‘And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright’ here

‘Always in My Head’ here

‘It’s Just You and Me, Just Us, and Y(our) Friend Kevin’ here

‘Don't You Ever Leave Me Alone, My War Is Over (Not Really)’ here

‘All This and Heaven Too,’ ‘The Pit Within’ (both updated), and ‘A Sick Day’ here

‘Haunting Spirits’ and ‘Because, Despite, Still’ here

‘Fitting In,’ ‘a foxhole collection: on possibilities and digressions’ ch 30, and ‘Selfish’ here

‘How You Live On,’ ‘Missed Signs (accepting help),’ and ‘The Same’ here

‘Feed The Lie (That I'm Composed),’ ‘bury an enemy,’ ‘Long live the king,’ and ‘death in an egg’ here

‘Fear Can't Hurt You Anymore Than A Dream’ here

Kevin's Journey series by Dizzymixer [Rated M/E, Collection, 87634 Words, Updated Mar 2026]

Part 1: Waiting You Out [E, 15148 Words, Complete, 2025, Locked] Renee is confronted by a very angry Kevin after she rescued Jean. This lights a fire in her to uncover more about Kevin, the biggest lingering question mark on their team. Kevin is closed off and none of them really know the man behind his latest mask. She couldn't have picked a better time. With Jean away in California and neither of them talking while he and Kevin are getting eviscerated by the press in the wake of Riko's death, Kevin isn't exactly finding it easy to keep himself together. This has an emphasis on the growing friendship between Kevin and Renee, and the friendship dynamics between Kevin and Andrew. This is from Renee's POV.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: flashbacks, tw: eating disorders, tw: vomit, tw: canonical character death, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: dubcon, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced ravens suicides

Part 2: Kicking It In [E, 58740 Words, Incomplete, Updated Mar 2026] Everyone has a perception of Kevin Day. Whether it was exy star, celebrity hunk, ruthless player, insufferable asshole, traitorous bitch... everyone has their take. The thing is Kevin Day doesn't even know who Kevin Day is. He's not sure he wants to know, either. Not with every part of him cracking under the weight of the Raven implosion, Jean's transition to USC, the impending court case, Riko's death and the fan backlash. Who he is, what he needs, and what he wants is irrelevant. And it always has been. A continuation of the story in 'Waiting You Out'. This is set just before the end of that fic, where Renee gets shut out of Kevin's life. This is also set around the end of 'The Sunshine Court'. The story is now from Kevin's POV.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: flashbacks, tw: eating disorders, tw: vomit, tw: internalized victim blaming, tw: canonical character death, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon & graphic discussion of injuries/aftermath, tw: implied/referenced physical & emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced suicide attempt, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: self harm, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced ravens suicides

Part 4: The Sleepover In The Middle Of Our Dorm [M, 4829 Words, Complete, 2026] A missing scene from my fic "Kicking It In". At the end of Chapter 3 and the start of Chapter 4 there is mention of Kevin, Andrew and Neil all falling asleep on the floor together after the big fight (and other events) of Chapter 3. This is what happens between the fight and them waking up, told from Andrew's POV. I wouldn't call this explicit Kandriel but there is definitely a lot of coding and implication there that it felt wrong not to tag as such. Do not read without reading Kicking It In, it won't make sense.

tw: implied/referenced dubcon, tw: alcohol abuse/alcoholism, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced emotional abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use, tw: implied/referenced therapy abuse

how did i get here by kevindazes [Not Rated, 85790 Words, Marked Complete, 2025]

Previously recced here

in which kevin learns how to feel alive again

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: suicide attempt, tw: overdose, tw: vomit, tw: abuse, tw: blood & injury, tw: eating disorders, tw: explicit sexual content

Oh my Queen, we are here again by starryxdjh [Rated M, 4138 Words, Complete, 2020]

Previously recced here

HII!! OMG i’m so happy you’re open!! I was wondering if you had any fics with Neil having a Polish heritage or where it is addressed in the fic? TYSMM!!

Most fics that mention Neil’s heritage or language abilities focus on his British background, learning Russian with Andrew or the languages he learnt on the run. Here are some where Polish plays a role, even if it’s just a minor one.

If other languages or backgrounds are of interest to you, check out our languages/accents tag. - S

Also see:

‘In Flanders Fields’ and ‘Front Lines’ here

‘I Was Ruined From The Start’ here

‘The bittersweet between my teeth’ here

‘Pet Names’ here

‘I Can't Read Your Mind (I've Tried)’ here

‘Not a Perfect Soldier’ here

‘Red Rabbits 2’ here (completed)

‘Shake My Tomb’ here

‘Go or Go Ahead’ here

‘Innominate’ here (updated)

Baltimore Is Calling by Anonyme007766 [Rated E, 110453 words, incomplete, last updated May 2026]

Abram and Mary were out of time. Their contact had been rotten, they were told he would be directing business at home, except he wasn't. Abram's father was on a business trip in Seattle. Abram and Mary were the business in question. Things never went as planned for them. For better or for worse. That was how they got here in the first place after all. OR: If Nathan was less of a horrid father. The years spent of the run were the messiest fight over custody in all History. Stuart is done with their bullshit. Nathaniel "Identity/Family Issues" Wesninski still ends up with the Foxes. Everything goes to shit as usual. AND: Columbia takes a wrong turn, Nathaniel's Unhinged Great Escape doesn't help, neither does The Butcher reclaiming answers about the mess. Andrew spirals from there, Nathaniel strikes a deal with him, and he is determined to have Andrew (+ others) see through the end of their healing journey, even if he has to drag them kicking and screaming all the way up. It only goes downhill from there.

tw: violence, tw: self harm, tw: suicide attempt, tw: torture, tw: injuries, tw: ptsd, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

PICK YOUR POISON, BABE (I'M POISON EITHER WAY) by AEBROSTEL [Rated E, 37621 words, incomplete, last updated May 2026]

Daniel ‘Dante’ Lisiński has simple priorities in life. His seven-year-old sister, he wants to take custody of once he graduates. Third year of pre-vet, he wants to pass. Exy season to not fuck up. Jean Moreau highlights to watch in secret. A bitchy alcoholic striker to avoid. Everything, of course, gets ruined the moment Neil Josten joins the Foxes.

tw: implied/referenced domestic violence, tw: ptsd, tw: panic attacks, tw: self harm, tw: violence, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use

All In on a Two Pair by TrixicTigerPrint [Rated M, 13997 words, incomplete, last updated March 2026]

Celina Josten is the latest in a series of identities for one, well, you know the drill. She’s on the run from the same demons, stuck playing the same sport, and honestly, she’s comfortably nestled in her brother’s shadow. Something starts to shift when Coach David Wymack throws them an offer of a lifetime. For once in her life, she wants something for herself, and if she plays her cards right it’ll come with no collateral damage. That’s what a life like hers is all about, right? Playing cards. And hoping they don't notice that she's going all in on a two pair. Essentially, Trans!Neil has a twin sister, Celina.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

BLOODLUST by MISSKOSAI [Rated M, 39802 words, incomplete, last updated Feb 2026]

Part 1 of MORS VINCIT OMNIA (DEATH CONQUERS ALL)

Nathaniel Wesninski was too young when he was covered in his mother's blood, watching her body burn to cinders on the California beachside. His father's arm rests on his shoulder; there is a cleaver in his hand, a cruel reminder of what he has done. A decade later, he stands in a cold, dark room, cleaver in hand, staring down at the splattered body bag below him. Evermore awaits him, once his job is done. The Butcher's resemblance has never been more evident than it had been then. Nathaniel realises, in hindsight, it had all made sense.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: rape/noncon, tw: gender dysphoria, tw: transphobia

Fox fable fox (róka rege róka) by solkorolevaa [Rated G, 16754 words, incomplete, last updated Jan 2026]

It was around 12:32 pm when his mother came rushing into his room telling him to pack his things. He learned at a very young age that asking questions will only get you into more trouble. He didn’t know what exactly was happening but Nathaniel wasn’t a fucking idiot, he had a pretty good idea. He had been dreaming of getting out and he damn sure wasn’t going to waste his only chance. Mary ran to get something while Nathaniel ran to get Natalka. “Neil?” She’d whispered into the dark. He came in slowly and quietly, making sure nobody else was in there. Only his little sister. “Shhh,” The fear was already settling in. But he could not let Natalka know that. “We have to be very quiet or they’ll hear. Nat, I need you to get me some of your clothes, okay? A shirt and pants, we’ll be taking a little vacation.” or Neil has a little sister

tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

Polish Neil bc I want to series by Random2002 [Rated G/T, 17107 words, 5 complete works, 2025]

Part 1 prev. rec’ed here

Part 2: Comfort Food. (T, 5247 words)

There's a new store in the neighborhood and it's dredging up a whole multitude of thoughts for Neil. He decided to give in and explore, and maybe share what he learnt with his family.

Part 3: St. Andrew's Day. (T, 3394 words)

It's St Andrew's Day and Neil wants to try to do some fortune telling. The Foxes are on board with this and naturally turn it into an opportunity for a party.

Part 4: Pisanki (G, 1460 words)

Neil is made aware of a tradition he hasn't tried yet so he decides to check it out

Part 5: The flicker of the wick. (G, 1001 words)

Now, sitting all alone with his candle, he didn’t exactly have anything better to do than to indulge himself in one little act of hope. Neil sits in a house in Millport and reminisces.

The Gettaway by ConventionalExy (Conventionals) [Not Rated, 2204 words, complete, 2025, locked]

Part 3 of Butcher!Neil

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Hiii! I was hoping to get some recommendations for Kandreil fics where Neil takes center stage 🥹 I absolutely love that you’re finally open—I’ve been looking forward to this for so long! Thank you so much 💕

Here’s a mix of fluff, angst, peril, pining, and domesticity for all our kandreil shippers to savor. -A

previous recs:

kandreil w/taking care of Neil here

kandreil w/pining over Neil here

‘Odd Man Out’ here

‘If I Only Could,’ ‘don't follow roads paved with gold,’ and ‘not very good at this’ here

‘Four year, ten months, and twenty-nine days’ here

‘Turtle, pine and phoenix,’ ‘what a chatty creature,’ ‘Puzzle Pieces,’ ‘On this night, and in this light,’ and ‘Froyo For Three’ here

‘hold on to happiness’ here

‘The Raven that found a Fox Den’ and ‘Monsters on the Top Floor’ here

‘some wounds need more than time’ here

‘Truth Time’ here

‘Marshmallow Game’ here

‘halcyon days’ here

‘All's Fair in Love and Exy’ here

‘Kandreil ficlets because I have to write me own content’ (updated), ‘since we've no place to go,’ and ‘Foxes' Reactions to Kandreil’ here

‘A Charmed Valentine’s,’ ‘Tonight I Could Fall Too Soon,’ and ‘lover's spit left on repeat’ here

‘if this is heaven on earth, i never want to die’ here

‘Young and Menace’ here (complete)

‘Two Can Keep a Secret if One of Them is Dead’ here

‘Hold on to Me’ and ‘a little magic’ here

‘cheers to the dead mothers club’ and ‘glazed eyes empty hearts’ here

‘once more, with feeling’ (updated) and ‘sunset, like survival’ here

‘Winter Exchange Headcanon’ here

‘Figure study’ here (complete, see ch 3)

‘till the bitter end on a flat tire’ here

‘3 Cups Of Coffee’ here

‘missing pieces’ here

‘Now I See Daylight’ here (updated)

‘Never Letting This Go’ and ‘Sick of Losing Soulmates’ here

‘Coffee, Cream, and Something a Little Sweeter’ here

‘little vixen’ here

‘let's put on a show; pretty boy in a red bow’ here

‘i don't feel like me sometimes’ here

‘Dead Birds’ here

‘hand. cheek. trigger. bang.’ (marked complete; see a/n ch 3) here

‘Tumblr Headcanons - Kandreil’ ch 4 here; ch 8 and 9 here

‘deja vu,’ ‘it starts like this,’ and ‘the name of the game’ here

‘Retribution’ here (completed)

‘fox. hunt. hound.’ here (updated)

‘The Town and the Trees’ here

‘Lullaby’ here

Whether we are mended by flowerbalanced [Rated M, 41478 Words, Complete, 2026, Locked]

“Do not give him treats. No matter what he makes you think, we feed him enough,” Kevin warned Jeremy seriously. He waited for Jeremy to confirm he had understood the rule. Jeremy turned to Neil and widened his eyes just a fraction, to which Neil smiled. This room was full of people who loved Kevin Day, but that didn’t mean they didn’t talk shit between themselves about how difficult he was sometimes. _ It's ten years in the future. Neil is happy, and settled in both is personal and professional life - and this is a slice of his life of a weekend before a new season starts, when Jean and Jeremy come to visit to attend a league event.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: implied/referenced alcoholism, tw: homophobia, tw: bullying

Knocking Heads by masked_maj0r_007 [Rated M, 2414 Words, Complete, 2023]

When something had happened to Neil that was locked away gets brought up, it needs to be talked about or, Neil was SA but Lola and some of his fathers men and he tells his boyfriends about it

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa

Hi!🤍🩷

Any riko redemption fics? Or au's with nice riko?

Most Aftg fics keep Riko as the villain of the piece, but you can find some where the author digs a little deeper to see ‘what if?’ What if Riko hadn’t died and had instead been given a second chance to redeem himself? What if Riko’s relationship with his perfect court had not descended into violence?

Here are some canon divergent or AU fics that address this. Hope you find something interesting here and in our previous posts. - S

Previous recs:

Riko being a good guy here

some Riko redemption here

a nice Riko here

‘who's laughing now, i'm leaving your town (again)’ here

‘Bad News From A Bad Friend’ here

‘bridges’ here

‘Quarter House’, ‘Redeeming Riko’ and ‘White’ here

‘Nest Fellows’ here

You might also like:

Riko-centric fics here

Riko character studies here

Riko Moriyama's Groundhog Life by scribbleb_red [Rated M, 5869 words, complete, 2026]

Most people don't get a second chance, let alone a third or fourth. Most people would use those second chances wisely. Riko Moriyama is not most people - but even he can only die so many times before the lessons start to stick. Riko Moriyama, across four deaths and one last chance, figuring out if monsters can change. AKA: It's Groundhog Day except the day is the worst years of your life and the lesson you're supposed to learn is that you are, in fact, the villain of the story (unless you do something to change it).

tw: temporary major character death, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture

One More by hypnostouched [Rated E, 9446 words, incomplete, last updated March 2026]

'It's about second chances. Second, third, fourth, whatever, as long as you get at least one more than what anyone else wanted to give you.' -- Riko has nowhere else to go; Ichiro's cruel brand of mercy has left him alive but with nothing. Seeking out Kevin again may be a mistake, but what else is there for him if not Kevin Day?

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: injuries

Why'd you have to go and do that? by exy-and-i-know-it (knockyasocksoff2022) [Rated M, 10600 words, incomplete, last updated Jan 2026]

"The ERC had an end-of-year meeting a few days before our winter banquet. The NCAA made a big fuss about Kevin and me, as always. They told my uncle they had some concerns about the season. They were sure Kevin was holding himself back for my benefit, which is obviously baloney. They wanted to know if it was my uncle's doing. In response, he forced us to spar against each other one-on-one for hours. I don't even know how long we were on the court. I was worried Kevin was going to collapse. In the end, I won." He lets that sink in before continuing. "My uncle threw Kevin out like he was nothing, like he was less than for losing to me when anyone would've. He was just lying on the ground… and then I saw the blood." Riko makes a choking noise that makes Kevin want to strangle him (to make it real). "But Kevin got up. He's always been the bravest of us. My uncle's always had a temper, but the idea that he could do something like this… Kevin ran, and I couldn't stay with the man who hurt the brother whom I wouldn't be half as good as I am without, so I followed. And now we're here." But is that really what happened?

tw: major character injury, tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced abuse

home is wherever you are by chaos_1303 [Rated T, 2335 words, complete, 2026]

Being the only one home, he got up and walked to the door. By the time his eyes had caught up to what he was seeing, the boy was already inside. Riko Moriyama was sitting on his couch, crying and covered in blood. “I’m sorry,” as he said it, his voice broke. “You died. Neil was there.” “No, Neil, you don’t understand. I believe him. He’s acting like he did whenever we were in private, how he was when we were younger. He showed up covered in blood; he’s got to have injuries somewhere.” “Check his head. I watched him get shot, Day. I don’t know what kind of depression hallucination you're having, but I assure you, Riko’s dead.”

Try to break the broken by littlefox1 [Rated G, 8097 words, incomplete, last updated March 2026]

Running away from his past actions, Riko comes to Kevin as he is the last person to turn to for help after the Ravens lost in the finals, running away from his brother who told him to disappear and not play ex again and knowing that he is in the state he is now an easy victim for the people he offended.

tw: injuries, tw: implied/referenced suicide attempt, tw: nightmares

When did you get hot? by angry_kid_with_no_money [Rated T, 1721 words, complete, 2026]

Following Riko's somewhat unwilling transfer to PSU and even more unwilling healing period on the bench, he's eager to spend as much time on the court as possible, he can't be the best if he lets himself fall behind. Unfortunately, Betsy and Wymack still think he's a mental health risk so he's required to have a glorified babysitter whenever he visits the court but practices with Kevin and his ridiculous guard dogs are unbearable. Que Aaron and his borderline non existent sleep schedule agreeing to study on the bleachers instead of in his room for a few hours a night so Riko can run himself into the ground in peace. A series of unfortunate events find the two of them trapped in an equipment cupboard together and buried feelings force their way to the surface under tension.

The One Where They Left series by Sappho_Lovell [Rated M, 35695 words, incomplete, last updated March 2025]

Part 1: No Plan (M, 29013 words)

Nathaniel, Kevin, and Jean have finally been pushed too far. They decide to leave the Nest, first to seek refuge from Kevin's father, and then to get out from under Tetsuji's thumb. But they're not leaving without their king. Or the one where 2, 3, and 4 kidnap 1 and make him go on a road trip with them. He'll have a good time eventually.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced violence, tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: injuries

Part 2: Sunlight (M, 6682 words, incomplete)

The Perfect Court arrived at David Wymack's door four years ago, battered and in need of help. Since then, they've fallen into relative peace. But Riko can't help but wonder if he would be better- if people would like him more- if he had never left the Nest, sacrificing himself for the sake of being the best he could be. Meanwhile, Jean and Neil have become laughably infatuated with a certain Andrew Minyard. But Andrew is keeping secrets, and Jean and Neil can't help but feel that he may be in trouble.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced eating disorders

twists and turns of life by yall_send_help [Rated T, 1213 words, complete, Aftg Promptober 2025]

"Nathaniel’s life has endured numerous twists and turns, none of them wanted but all withstood. From his mother dying in his arms before they even left his father’s estate, to somehow surviving what his father’s henchmen dubbed the Butcher’s most brutal torture session, to being given to the Japanese mafia far sooner than was expected, to finally being at the whims of men who attempted to make the Butcher’s work look like child’s play." ~ or ~ after raven!neil and riko leave the nest and join kevin in south carolina, they plead their case to join the foxes

tw: implied/referenced character death, tw: implied/referenced torture

Once a Raven, Always a Raven by yourfavfox_MDD [Rated E, 16346 words, incomplete, last updated June 2025]

I just got out of the hospital, barely stitched together, and was immediately summoned to East Tower. My heart pounded in my chest like a warning bell — was this it? The day I would finally be erased? The day I’d lose my title, my throne, and be discarded like every Raven who’d failed before me? I could feel the weight of it building with each step, the inevitability pressing against my ribs. I was no longer the King. No longer untouchable. Just another broken piece on Moriyama’s board, waiting to be swept off. But instead of death, I got exile — the kind that carves deeper than any blade. My home was stripped from me, my name spat back like venom. My legacy, reduced to ashes. And when the door opened to my so-called “rescue,” it wasn’t salvation waiting on the other side. It was Nathaniel Weskinski, the bastard son of a murderer, dragging me into a new kind of purgatory. I left Evermore not with dignity, but with trembling hands and a suitcase full of Kevin’s things. The past clung to me like blood, and the future? It felt like a sentence. There was no crown left to wear — only survival, and whatever hell they were taking me to next.

tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: self harm, tw: depression, tw: self hatred, tw: internalized homophobia

End of beginning(Finding our way home) by Imwiththegayplanet [Rated E, 26459 words, incomplete, last updated May 2024]

After High school they join the ravens as they were always meant to but after Riko, Jean, and Kevin’s first year ichirou and Kengo get worse and are continuing to taunt Riko and remind him how worthless he is even after his countless wins. Riko can’t stand to keep getting torn down by his family anymore, he wanted to leave and never go back but he couldn’t stand the thought of leaving Nate there, he couldn’t bare it. His uncle would never let him stay with him. He Had to find a way to get out of here and take Nate and his brothers with him. Riko hadn’t told the others but the night of the final game he made a plan to get them out. They would go on the run and never turn back, so the group of brothers packed there things and snuck out of the nest. It worked for a few months, they were free. But one day they had been spotted by The Butcher. They did their best to get away but they had no luck against Nathan Wesninski. Ichirou approached Riko with a deal. If Kevin, Jean, Riko, and Nate can win they will be set free. They could be a real family. If they lose it’s a death sentence for each of the runaway ravens. Riko has always wanted to prove ichirou and his father wrong and this might be his only way.

tw: violence, tw: abuse, tw: implied/referenced sexual assault, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use, tw: suicidal thoughts

Seth Gordon Isn't Drunk Enough For This by Atreuloony [Rated M, 7352 words, incomplete, last updated May 2024]

Seth Gordon is an alcoholic and an asshole. just ask his on-again-off-again girlfriend and his teammates. That said, he's not stupid enough to take pills from a stranger, or at least not drunk enough to try. So when a rando in a bar bathroom shoves suspicions pills at him, he doesn't take them. What happens when the guy that was fated to die that night, lives instead? What does his would-be killer do? Will Seth ever get the drink he so badly wants?

tw: attempted nonconsensual drugging, tw: implied/referenced violence

Cause in a Sky Full of Stars, I Saw You by angry_kid_with_no_money [Rated G, 1492 words, complete, 2023]

Part 3 of Christmas Gifts 2023

This is for Niel, i love the new perspective youu've given me on a character i used to really hate and now i have two whole fics abt him. he's just a lil guy. the prompt they gave me was riko and renee exchanging presents

You Take My Hand and Drag Me Head First, Fearless by angry_kid_with_no_money [Rated G, 1791 words, complete, 2023]

Part 5 of Christmas Gifts 2023

prompt was andrew/riko and something holiday themed so i went with ice skating

There's life without exy? (it's more likely than you think) by greenJeanKirstein [Rated M, 5383 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange 2017]

When Ichirou took away exy from Riko and forced him to live in the suburbs, Riko thought his life would be dull and boring and short. Then a housekeeper who won't take his shit walks into Riko's life and he realises that life without exy may be possible after all.

tw: suicide attempt, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: violence

Math Nerd masterpost by @jtl-fics [tumblr, 2025]

Neil Josten is just about the most boring new recruit that the Foxes had ever gotten. He makes healthy breakfasts, goes on morning runs, coupons, and (worst of all) genuinely loves math.

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced abuse

Smalls au, in particular Transform by @jtl-fics [tumblr, 2025]

Janie Smalls was only ever supposed to be a small background character. A reason why Neil Josten could become a Fox since there was an open position. Which is why it really sucks to wake up in Janie Small's body right after she got committed to a psych ward. Riko Moriyama is having a very stressful Summer Break. This is nothing new to him, summer breaks have been stressful for years and years for him but this is a completely different kind of stressful than what he is used to. This summer is stressful because he woke up as Riko Moriyama a few months back.

tw: implied/referenced suicide attempt, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced gender dysphoria

Riko changes by @catalinaday [tumblr, 2026]

Art

fox riko au art by @noomyart

Riko and Maine coons by @noomyart

IT OPEN!!!!! You peeps are amazing.

Can you please recommend new and old fics around any of the foxes having a bad day/s and the others comforting them (e.g. Neil having a bad day due to his scars and Andrew helping, Nicky supporting Aaron after the trial etc) . Lots of hurt, lots of comfort!

Thank you in advance!!!

We’re here for the love, friendship, and found families! -A

previous recs:

Neil cries, comforted by Andrew/the foxes here

Neil’s scars revisited here

andreil comfort hugging here

Neil taking care of Andrew here

angsty Andrew & Bee or Wymack here

aftermath of Drake/Andrew-centric hurt/comfort here

Renee / Nicky break down here

Katelyn-centric hurt/comfort here

Jean learning to cope at USC here

Jeremy: hurt/comfort here, angsty here

more Aaron relapses here

Matt processes his past here

twinyards healing here

foxes revise opinion of Kevin / Nicky here

Andrew’s relationship with the foxes here

Andrew helping Kevin through panic attack here

parental Wymack here

‘won't you tell me what you said?,’ ‘for hours on empty,’ ‘Hold My Hand?,’ and ‘Fear (but not of you)’ here

‘this house (our home),’ ‘what is yours,’ ‘stretching out,’ ‘High Temperatures,’ and ‘Night drives’ here

‘there’s a love here, buried deep,’ ‘Together,’ ‘you were never nothing to me,’ ‘cracks in the game,’ ‘Running Ragged,’ ‘the mortifying ordeal of being known,’ and ‘Burned Out’ here

‘Home’ here (completed)

‘i got up finally, with a grief worthy of you, and went home’ series, ‘thinning of the veil...’ series, ‘Light,’ ‘Between Bruises,’ ‘Dream,’ and ‘The Devil I've Seen’ here

‘Drowning In Your Warmth’ here

‘why am I like this?,’ ‘Proof of Life,’ and ‘i should hate you, i feel stupid.’ here

‘One Solitary Fuck Found, More at Eleven’ and ‘A Good and Useful Hurt’ here

‘I Wish I Were Fine, I Thought I Was,’ ‘How to Disappear Completely,’ ‘The Wonder of You,’ ‘You Try Until You Can't,’ and ‘piece by piece, he restored my faith…’ here

‘it's sad but true (how much i miss you)’ and ‘proof of survival’ here

‘Shattered memories,’ ‘To understand in order to identify,’ ‘Aaron Minyard's No Good, Very Bad Day,’ and ‘Aaron minyard oneshots (sometimes two shots)’ series (updated) here

‘white soap’ here

‘splinters beneath our nails,’ ‘Rescue Me,’ and ‘I came for the safety (stayed 'cause you made me feel)’ here

‘And Then There Was One,’ ‘Wear it to Eden's,’ and ‘Just Short Of A Fairy Tale’ here

‘Bandaged knees and training wheels,’ ‘wonder if you care (i do),’ ‘with the moon ahead (and the stars above me),’ and ‘the service bought and paid for’ here

Damocles by KweenDay [Rated M, 8132 Words, Complete, 2025, Locked]

Kevin Day's on top—two championship wins back-to-back, top-striker rank. He should feel invincible. Unstoppable. But inside, he’s crumbling, and even with Andrew and Neil at his side, he can’t hold it together. And every game he plays only sharpens the truth—Kevin’s not chasing his dream anymore. He’s trapped in it. AKA The Kevin Day crashout fic

tw: mental breakdown/burnout

see red by TheGoliathBeetle [Rated M, 8473 Words, Complete, 2025]

After a week of being placed on suicide watch, Aaron escapes Andrew and Neil’s supervision and decides to enjoy a lovely day outdoors. Things don’t go according to plan. Companion fic to “Terms and Conditions” by buggybugs. (NB: recced here)

tw: graphic self harm, tw: blood & injury, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: mental breakdown, tw: drug addiction and relapse, tw: withdrawal, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced child abuse

something will bleed tonight / and it won't be my scars (anymore) by cake_lovin_ace [Rated G, 3813 Words, Complete, 2021]

Part 1 of weight of a martyr, part 2 here

neil has a nightmare about his father. andrew is there to remind him he is okay.

tw: graphic nightmares, tw: implied/referenced torture

Hold It Together (Until You Can’t) by Joana789 [Rated M, 5560 Words, Complete, 2016]

Exactly a year after Baltimore, Neil doesn't expect to feel like this.

tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: flashbacks

Andreil one shots ! by orphan_account [Not Rated, 1092 Words, Collection, Incomplete, Updated March 2024]

Chapter 1: I kissed the scars on her(his) skin.I still think your Beautiful

tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced child abuse

Always Second series by Anonymous [Rated M/E, Collection, 13 complete works, Updated Nov 2025, Locked]

A series featuring trans twinyards, long distance kevaaron, and secret relationships!

Part 1: Better than the Worst [M, 4233 Words] Aaron Minyard had always been the better twin. He was given up, just as Andrew was, but he had been grabbed back by clasping and shaking hands because his mother's guilt was something so overpowering not even the drugs could erase it. Aaron Minyard had always been the boring twin. He excelled, but never past the point of almost perfection. Emilia Minyard was the most plain daughter.

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this blog exists so andreil fans can help each other find lost ao3 fics.

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2. describe the fic as clearly as you can, including:

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• tropes, AUs, quotes, vibes, anything helps

3. one fic per ask

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aftgficrec

AFTG fandom - check out this amazing resource for finding andreil fics! Our blog has settled into a slow paced deep dive approach that is manageable and enjoyable for us, but when you're desperate to find a fic who wants to wait?? Spread the word about @andreilfics-ask! -AFTG FIC REC FAM

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Hello!!!

Do you have any long trans neil/ kevin/ any character fics? Happy endings even better

Been feeling dysphoric lately so I would really like something happy to read!

Thank you sm in advance I love you guys have a great day🤍

Some of these contain heavy themes, and we’ve done our best to carefully tag trigger warnings. For previous recs, I’m generally featuring fics we’ve labeled as fluff & angst and avoiding angst with a happy ending in hopes of those being more gentle. Take care, anon. -A

previous trans asks:

➡️ highlighting lightest longish ones, see trigger warnings

staff fave trans fics here ➡️ ‘Josten's Eight’ 11k, ‘Andrew Minyard: Tiny Gay Disaster’ 17k, and ‘Beautiful and Splendid Things’ 37k

just trans people vibin here ➡️ ‘Across the Water’ 13k

trans Neil, Andrew, Kevin here ➡️ link to previously recced ‘Fin Du Jeu’ 13k here – (kandreil); link to previously recced ‘Two Guys Bein Dudes’ series 11k here – polyamory mixing andreil and dan/matt; link to previously recced ‘The Fleet Foxes Detective Agency’ 50k here

trans Neil 1 here ➡️ ‘Growing With You’ 135k wip

trans Neil 2 here

trans fics here

trans Andrew with Neil here

previous recs:

‘We’ll Both Be Fine’ 317k wip, ‘Reckless’ 81k wip, ‘El Corazón’ 13k wip, ‘Whose Your Daddy Series,’ now 2 complete works, 115k, 'Hope Was A Dangerous, Disquieting Thing' 440k completed here

‘Happy Little Accident’ 157k wip, ‘The Monster's Gone, He's on the Run’ 54k, ‘Evidence of a Love That Transcends Hunger’ 10k wip, ‘Still After all this Time, it’s Still You’ 37k, ‘A Change Of Plans’ 67k, ‘Under the Roses’ 10k, and ‘halcyon days’ 152k here

‘innocent corruption’ series 36k wip (also featured below) and ‘Show you how to touch it, hold it like it's precious’ 15k here

‘A Flame Into Being’ 25k wip here

‘Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying’ 45k wip here

‘Fools Among the Stars: The Tale of a Human, a Goddess, and a Bull.’ 41k here

‘Andrew and Neil Family's Adventures’ series 50k here

‘trans andrew’ series 29k here

‘a runaway walks into a bar’ series 18k here

‘Colour Me in You’ 12k here

‘lovely, made from love.’ 11k and ‘The one that brings peace’ 23k wip here

‘Piece it together’ series 14k here

‘In The Forest (Burning Bright)’ 10k here

‘you take me over you're the magic in my veins’ 10k here (aaron/jean)

‘Sweet Impossible Blossom’ 16k here

‘Step By Step’ 35k wip here

‘messy’ 10k here (kandrew)

‘Stuck With U’ 21k here (kerejean)

‘laws of motion’ 37k here

‘but the monsters turned out to be just trees’ 21k here (polyamory)

‘The home we built’ 32k here (kevaaron, angst baked into the premise but otherwise fluff & angst)

‘Promises’ 19k (kevaaron) here

‘me, you, and the multiverse’ 20k (genderbent andreil + background trans aaron) here

‘I'd Never Want to Complicate Your Heart’ 38k here (Heartstopper au, background trans katelyn)

Ellipses by Pretzellover3 [Rated T, 39047 Words, Complete, 2022]

A band au fic featuring a trans drummer Andrew and rockstar Neil.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: transphobia, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: self harm

NB: fic playlist here

Another Silly Chat Fic (But With A Crack Ship) by chaoticas_hell [Not Rated, 33168 Words, Complete, 2025]

Andrew: milkshake Neil: he has two milkshakes and looks adorable so no Aaron: 🤢 Neil: dramatic much? Aaron: go fuck yourself Neil: your brother already did that for me Aaron: I should finish what your father started Neil: try me bitch

Still After all this Time, it’s Still You by pipedream_andreil [Rated T, 37746 Words, Complete, 2025, Locked]

I’m bad at summaries (NB: Kidnapped by Stuart after Baltimore and believed to be dead, Neil returns to South Carolina with a secret child and an uncertain future with Andrew.)

tw: transphobia, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: violence

NB: fic playlist here

Saying I Love You series by chaoticas_hell [Not Rated, Collection, 2 complete works, Updated Feb 2025]

NB: part 1 is the angst with soft andreil, part 2 the angst with a happy ending

Part 1: What's The Safest Way To Say 'I Love You'? [62022 Words] "Are you stalking me?" She asked her voice as sweet as venom infused honey. "Now why would I do that?" Andrew asked his mouth moving before his brain could catch up. This wasn't how he imagined their first conversation going but he foolishly hoped that Nathania would make it interesting nonetheless. - AKA Andrew moves to Baltimore with his new foster parents and meets Neil the stealth trans guy and they navigate hell (High school and a monster named Nathan) together and their escape as they fall in love

tw: child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: internalized transphobia, tw: transphobia, tw: gender dysphoria, tw: arson, tw: violence, tw: parent & adults sexualizing a teen, tw: implied/referenced starvation, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: nonconsensual drugging, tw: implied/referenced castration

Part 2: Can We Say 'I Love You' Now? [62150 Words] "Hi." "Hello." "I'm Aaron." "I'm Andrew." Almost four years after running away together, Neil and Andrew, now married, start attending PSU. They've met a bunch of weird people who quickly became their friends, they were getting their degrees and living in marital bliss. Everything was good. Until Andrew runs into his long-lost twin brother and his world gets spun onto its side once more. With Neil's encouragement, Andrew decides to take the chance to get to know his brother and cousin, hoping that against the odds of his bad luck that they could be a family.

tw: miscarriage, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: anxiety, tw: homophobia, tw: transphobia, tw: religious trauma, tw: ptsd, tw: implied/referenced murder

innocent corruption series by Ominous [Rated E, Collection with 4 complete works, 35946 Words, Updated May 2025]

Parts 1 & 2 previously recced here

Part 1: imagine that [4286 Words, Complete, AFTG Mixtape Exchange 2024] Andrew, on the cusp of eighteen, is sent to a religious-themed reform camp in the deep wilderness, and doesn't expect to find love with the preacher's naive, and impossibly intriguing son.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: religious trauma, tw: explicit sexual content

Part 2: all this and heaven too [9806 Words] Andrew and Neil start the process of carving out their new life together, and Neil makes some new friends along the way. The problem? His new friends don't exactly care for his husband.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: religious trauma, tw: malnourishment, tw: explicit sexual content

Part 3: prayers and proclamations [8301 Words] Andrew never thought he’d be one for such a lifelong commitment like marriage, assumed even if he found someone, he would fight tooth and nail against the emotions until the person eventually gave up. But not with Neil. He knew it had to be him. The more time they spend together, the stupider it feels to hide it. Not just stupid, infuriating. Andrew decides enough is enough. The Foxes should know about his and Neil's relationship. Unfortunately, they don't find out in the most ideal way.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: religious trauma, tw: explicit sexual content

Part 4: if only for a moment [13552 Words] Andrew and Neil have their first time at the camp; Andrew learns he may not want to let this go

tw: religious trauma, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: explicit sexual content

In Time We'll Be Fine by moonix [Rated M, 40483 Words, Complete, 2022, Locked]

Previously recced here

Neil's adventures in playing for the world's crappiest college Exy team, featuring highlights such as a meet-ugly of star players Kevin Day and Andrew Minyard, a tour of all three of Ohio's thrilling sights, copious amounts of shit-stirring, the mystery of an undead house plant, arguing about Pokémon with a guy he met online and sometimes hooks up with and definitely doesn't know in real life, forced team bonding, a date at the Mothman museum, charcuterie boards, and many more.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: vomit

cancel my subscription by athenachild [Rated T, 10386 Words, Complete, 2022, Locked]

I’m not a girl, I’m not a girl, I’m not a girl. In retrospect, Neil should’ve known it was coming. All the signs were there: mood swings, irritability, tension, weird appetite, feeling out of control, and of course his tender chest and bloating. He’d been picking fights all week and Andrew continuously gave him that look. The one that said Neil was acting strange. In Neil’s defense, his periods had always been irregular and he had no reason to believe that one was even coming, hoping, desperately, that his T shots had finally decided to take this evidence that he could ever be considered a girl away. No such luck.

tw: gender dysphoria

Art

trans Aaron doodles art by @allfortheslay25

andrew and trans boy neil at pride art by @coldcigarettes

beefcake trans Andrew art by @i-did

M!Renee art by @maysonthecat00

Neil and Renee in pastel outfits art by @emry-stars-art

trans!nicky art by @aftgay

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Random Rec: 'What Happened To Little Nathaniel?'

It’s about time we gave this fic a shoutout. If you haven’t read it yet, give it a try, you won’t regret it! - S

What Happened To Little Nathaniel? by athousandstoriesleftuntold [Rated M, 104265 words, incomplete, last updated Jan 2026]

Part 1 of podcast 'verse

KF: An international trail of bodies. Millions of dollars. A sealed court case. KF: This grisly tale is not for the fainthearted. KF: Join me, Kathy Ferdinand, on my first foray into true crime podcasting. And what better case to start with than that of the Butcher of Baltimore? When Nathaniel Wesninski is the subject of a tell-all true crime podcast, the world latches onto the story. Unbeknownst to everyone, Nathaniel is alive and well and living as Neil Josten. His main priority is protecting the fragile peace he's built for himself– Kevin and Jean both have a lot to lose, and Neil isn't about to be the reason their lives are ruined. Meanwhile, Andrew Minyard is about to be alone for the first time in years: his brother's leaving for med school and Nicky's in Germany. He has no intention of starting a relationship– at least, until he meets Neil Josten at his old coach's birthday party. It's immediately evident that both of them have secrets. And, when the clues start falling into place, each becomes more fascinated with solving the mystery of the other.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced suicide attempt, tw: implied/referenced hospitalisation, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced drug addiction, tw: implied/referenced animal cruelty, tw: implied/referenced domestic violence

AH IT'S OPEN!

fics where andrew is clearly into neil and neil is insanely oblivious ?

THANK YOU

Y’all can’t get enough of this combo! Enjoy. -A

previous recs:

Oblivious Neil/Crushing Andrew here

Oblivious Neil here

‘Wanted: Random Guy’ here

‘Andrew’s Kill List’ here

‘I Hate Him’ and ‘Unexpected Findings’ here

‘All Of This Turbulence Wasn’t Forecasted’ here

‘Need You Now’ and ‘Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy’ here

‘I been here all along (so why can't you see?)’ here

‘The air gets thin on top of the mountain’ here

‘Witching You A Happy Holiday’ here

‘Hold each other’ ch 34 here

‘Lonely Hearts’ and ‘All For The Playlist’ here

‘A Splash of Color’ here

‘gardens /'gärd(ə)n/,’ ‘Free cigarettes,’ and ‘The New Normal’ (completed) here

‘fearing, doubting, dreaming’ here

‘Lost Cause’ and ‘Neil Josten Builds Himself a Life’ here

‘to know a man’ here

‘Can I finally stop running now?’ here

‘selbstzerstörend, nicht dumm’ and ‘"Vodka solves everything" - Kevin Day’ here

‘Pebble Brain’ here

‘Legally Yours’ series here

‘Neil Josten versus November 12th’ here (updated)

‘Lifeline’ here (updated)

‘Why do we feel alone?’ here (completed)

‘Kiss It Better?’ here (updated)

‘Insecure Neil’ series part 1 here

‘Rebel Rebel’ and ‘Disparity,’ plus ‘penchant’ and ‘There Was Only One Pumpkin’ (oblivious andrew) here

more gay disaster/piningandrew:

‘triptych’ here

‘always you’ here

‘Abram, My Dear (I’ll Find You)’ here

‘motion sickness’ here

‘I'm Addicted to the Dark’ here

‘to the moon and back’ series here

‘What's The Safest Way To Say 'I Love You'?’ and ‘We Never Go Out Of Style’ here

‘blue eyes and coffee grounds’ here

‘Do I want to know if this feeling goes both ways?’ here

‘a runaway walks into a bar’ series and ‘~Runaways and Travelers~’ series part 1 here

‘fragile’ here

‘Flavors of Fall,’ ‘swing me your bones,’ ‘Sugar & Spice (and everything... nice?),’ ‘do you like scary movies?’ and ‘Andrew Minyard Loves Fall…’ here

‘Festive FEELINGS! (Oh, and shopping)’ here

‘Okay, fine’ here

‘Your love is my drug’ here (completed)

‘System Error’ here

‘Follow You Through The Dark,’ ‘the hunger at the heart of me,’ and ‘quicksand’ here

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