An Open Love Letter

this blog is a museum of my heart

we are all “difficult” sometimes. that doesn’t make you a problem or a burden or an inconvenience. it makes you a human being with feelings.

"Why would this character be jealous of their friend's romantic relationships? Clearly they're in love with them" I don't know if you guys have ever Had Friends but it's actually pretty common for people to feel jealous if their best friend suddenly has less time for them and is prioritising someone they just met over them. That's not inherently romantic, that's the general human desire to be valued by the people you value.

if you fall from grace enough times eventually you’ll get really good at sticking the landing

problematic rage gap. one partner tries to bring nuance and understanding to a tough situation. the other wants to blow up the earth about it.

i feel incredibly disconnected from everything and everyone.

anxious attachment hiding under 9 layers of avoidance

can you die from yearning

(visibly shaking and covered in blood) yeah its just been kind of a long week haha