phil lester is the phil bester

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“…I’ll be going now. I’ll come back when it’s all over.“ 

It’s been years and years, but I still have a lot of sads over Aerith. You’d think I’d be over it by now, but I’m nOT, OKAY. ;A;

the remake hype train is still going full-speed ahead for me, so here’s the first FF7 cosplay I pulled together for Katsu ‘16. I never thought I’d say this, but winter conventions are no joke, man. IT WAS SO COLD OUT??? Making me miss Otakon already, slkfjdklasdjgsadg

photos by the ridiculously amazing @chezphoto, it was my first time working with them, and they were sO NICE and SO TALENTED and SO PATIENT with me and my shivering bones, and they even brought a blanket for me to huddle in between shots??? That’s Quality Customer Service there, people. TOP. NOTCH.

Don’t imagine Phil noticing ‘Danisnotonfire’ in his Twitter replies for the 12th time that week.

Don’t imagine Phil replying to Dan and clicking on his profile and following him for the very first time.

Don’t imagine Phil giggling when Dan flipped out fanboy style about being followed.

Don’t imagine Phil finding dans very sad tweets and thinking to himself ‘I have to help him he’s too good for that.’

Don’t imagine Phil not giving it a second thought when giving Dan his Skype and phone number.

Don’t imagine how Phil would tell Dan how amazing and funny and probably how cute he was.

Don’t imagine Phil telling Dan ‘Post your first video. For me at least.’

Don’t imagine how tightly Phil Hugged Dan on that train station.

Don’t imagine Phil telling Dan everything would be fine and getting him to calm down before they filmed the first ever Philisnotonfire

Don’t imagine Phil looking at Dan going “Do you wanna move in?”

Don’t imagine Phil rubbing dans back telling him it was okay to drop out of Uni if that’s what he truly wanted

Don’t imagine Phil looking at Dan saying “I think we should get a new place. One together.”

But mostly don’t imagine Phil sitting on the lounge sofa and looking up at Dan coming in

The boy who thought he had nothing to stay for, nothing going for him, no reason to live now a fully grown man with a book, an app, 5 million subscribers, a gaming channel and a Disney movie under his belt. The boy who gets to live with his idol and best friend. The boy who is now a man that Phil helped save and don’t imagine Phil watching Dan’s recent uploads going