Bottom Nightstand Drawer

When you nearly die and now your dad is paranoid so he keeps you in the car or at home-

My family is hella dysfunctional and you wanna know what I read and shipped? Starker, Tony/Peter, specifically the underage ones. Because I was underage and adored the idea of a handsome rich guy who could and would solve all my problems and who I was attracted to at 10.

My mom knew, mother supported me, glad I was happy.

My next hyperfixation was on SBI from the dream smp at around 13. My mom was dead, dad was an alcoholic, and I lived with my sister as my guardian which was rough on me mentally bc the situation and bc of her. I read all sorts of fics about them as a loving family who also did it together, I was a horny teenager who missed having a halfway decent family that didn’t hate each other.

My next hyperfixation was on the owl house which was a fandom I actually didn’t read fics for, but I did get into cai and shipped Hunter/Belos at 16. Why? My sister isn’t the greatest and while she tries, she does end up hurting me, I felt a lot like Hunter in the show and how isolated I was from everyone. But I liked an alternate Belos that secretly cared a bit more for hunter and how he’d try to be different and more affectionate with him because during this time I felt unlovable to everyone around me and that was my family.

Nowadays I don’t consume much incest or underage fics bc I’m just not in a fandom that really has it and I think I’m mostly doing alright. Though I did recently get into Regis/Noctis and that’s because I miss my dad but everyone seems to hate him and he’s also not a great person himself.