i missed this aesthetic artjournal like spreads✨

Yeni EP’im “2020, All that live inside” her yerde🥳 DİKKAT! Bu EP bol miktarda beyin fırtınası ve duygu iniş çıkışları içerir. Kendisi konsept bir EP olup her parça 2020 de yoğun olarak hissettiğim duyguyu tek tek tema alıyor. Depresyon, sevgi, umut, kalp kırıklığı ve son olarak kabullenme. 2020 benim için bu sırada ilerledi. yaptığım müzikler de yaşadığım duygu durumlarına göre şekillendi. Ben sadece bu konseptin zaten varolduğunu farkedip isim koydum.✨ 2020 yılı içinde yayınladığım 3 parçaya ek olarak 2 yeni parça var. Birisi çok eski ama bir o kadar da yeni hissettiren “love again” diğeri ise sözleri ne kadar değerli olduğunu yeterince belli eden “alive again”. Parçaların hepsinin ayrıntılarını önümüzdeki günlerde paylaşacağım. Benim bu yılla baş etmeye çalışma yöntemim sonucu bu EP ortaya çıktı. Önceden şu parçayı yapmalıyım, şunu koymalıyım derken bu EP de her şeyi saldım ve akışına bıraktım. İlk kez bu EP’de parçaları yaparken kendi mixlerimi azıcık da olsa sevmeye başladım. Hala zor gelen şeyler var ama güzel şeyler de devam ediyor. ✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CJb9aZApoF8/?igshid=1bdkap6akt56n

this one is referenced from lovely @magsmunroe s painting 🌼 I wanna call her Sillian. And i have no idea what that means but according to google its a town in Austria. I love naming them whatever first comes to mind. #afflatuseart . . #oilpastel #art #portrait #portraitpainting #painting #yağlıpastel #sanat #artwork https://www.instagram.com/p/CBybpTQJEpJ/?igshid=yb2jd4yh7iap

aşırı Vivian bir arkadaş, ismin ne olurdu senin dedim anlık fısıldadı 💜 #afflatuseart . . #art #oilpastel #painting #portrait #portraitpainting #yağlıpastel #sanat https://www.instagram.com/p/CBvz2iIJVgL/?igshid=19pj8kjwxarbr

oil pastel is my new luv. Painting this one was challenging but its my absolute fav. So glad i didn’t give up midway 🌸 #art #oilpastel #painting #portrait #portraitpainting #yağlıpastel https://www.instagram.com/p/CBtYwDvJTkn/?igshid=v2tlam2rsj9

why cant i draw or paint smt other than human face? the question ive been asking myself for years now #afflatuseart #oilpastel #art #painting #portrait https://www.instagram.com/p/CBd4IFkp8kP/?igshid=uw5qais5wcsi

Yeni parçam çıktı. Her yerden dinleyebilirsiniz. :) Link profilimde. This track came together at the beginning of April while I was in the quarantine. A lot of songs came out at that time. But I felt myself relating to this one more than any other. It's both a reflection of my life in general and the quarantine mentality we all go through. Today is ok. It's not great but that's ok. I tried a different methodology in my production and learned so much while producing it. It gave me the courage to continue in terms of my production skills. You can find all the links in my bio. 💛 P.S. If you wish to support me or anyone thru Bandcamp, please keep in mind that on the 19th they are going to donate 100% of their shares to NAACP. #newmusic #alternative #bedroompop https://www.instagram.com/p/CBXxe2LpNbs/?igshid=1u9wuvrxleyuh

Have you seen the girl with the mind on fire? And she didn't give a fuck who she offended #afflatuseart #drawing #art #sketch #portrait #selfportrait #sketchbook #eskiz https://www.instagram.com/p/CAQmi6uJy_G/?igshid=9izzp6eqr9b

been going at oil pastels for days. I never thought Id enjoy using them. Now I wanna a bigger set lol

lately ive been depressed af but still dancing with the sun kinda pose

#afflatuseart giving finishing touches and thinking to myself holy smokes i never thought id enjoy oil pastels ever

a tiny reminder to myself, you used to draw

started a new book and had to take a second to digest this. Eye opening