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i really do hate my life and myself. but then, i will be better

when i finish my masters finally, and become smarter, and what not, i will be ok. but what if they don't let me finish my ma... has anybody heard of somebody finishing their ma in a central uni in 5 years .... what if they kick me out . wauw

i hope my leave gets approved i want to go home peacefully

getting outed as a local pervert because of images on my screen in the office

ma is alone in delhi right now and she is feeling restless and unwell. we are the same. need to see her soon so that it all gets balanced and then i don’t have to go back home for 8-9 months

took cough syrup to fall asleep. 11:20. by 12 i want to disappear into my dreams

next year you will grow in a way you haven’t yet and it is going to be scary. i recommend braiding your hair and wearing sturdier shoes and getting a backpack for everywhere. do not forget to remember and wallow in nostalgia while you’re alive, it is one thing that matters that cannot be postponed. whatever can be postponed doesn’t matter

Adult Children - we repeat our parents’ mistakes in a manner that is explainable to us, but the inner parent nags in private, and more so when you are out and people are witnessing you

i love kids so much man i see young girls and i feel so emotional . i think i will volunteer teaching at my boss’s foundation later on

failure is the first step towards success and i am a baby in my mirror stage

woke up late for this work thing and i feel so ready to simply cry. everyday feels tougher in ways that makes the previous day’s self reassurance come undone