A Piece Of Time

I will probably get through this just like I have gotten through everything before but I need to be really stressed and scared first

it is impossible to watch a movie. every night i think i want to watch a movie. no movie gets watched. because it's not possible

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever