Daily dose of reality :)

Sometimes I wake up excited, mood brighter than the sun, ready for the day and then there are times when I wake up gloomier than the gray clouds in the sky, overthinking every little detail, feeling lost and sad

Places with memories hurt the most.

You like being mean to the ones that love and care for you to be liked by all the others. Loser

It's so nice seeing everyone gather together. Family, friends. Food and love served on the table, feelings are warm. When you look outside almost all windows are shining brightly, pretty decorations and blinking lights all across the window frames. Together for the holidays ♡

When I thought I finally got over it all, I saw him again

Looking at those videos I go back in time and now I remember why once it was so hard for me to let go. Sadness fulfills my heart once again.

I wanted you to understand me, I wanted you to get used to the whole situation, I wanted you to feel happy, and to feel no sort of pain when you look at me. But now that all of this is finally becoming true, I feel myself clenching to the old you, in the need to feel that love and warmth coming from you once again. I am so selfish

I shouldn't feel that way. I should be happy for you. And some little part of me is. But the other, bigger part, wishes you would stay and feel the same way as you did before

Real eyes, realize, real lies

2-3...6...I know how to raise those numbers up :)

No matter how many years pass by, each time I hear the sentence "we are going" my heart crumbles into pieces

He promised me the world and I watched as he gave it to her

Sometimes I wish I was his number one