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Join @sancti-tea for a Summer Celebration Beach Blowout Party! Take time off from that busy adventuring schedule to have some fun in the sun with Sancti-TEA! Open RP event! Sancti-TEA will not be performing as wait staff for the event, and we encourage party attendees to take advantage of the restaurant in Costa del Sol “The Flying Shark”! 

Wednesday, June 29 from 8pm-12am EST / 5pm-9pm PST

Server: Balmung

Hey all! Since the search on here for RP FCs worked out in the end, I thought I would try this out as well. Of course, I’m on Balmung, so if you’re looking to make some RP connections like me, then hit me up with an idea, or we can chat about ideas for how our characters might meet. I will say this is super new for me, since I tend to be really shy and I think I’m a bother with everything. So, this is my attempt to try and change that. I’ve had an empty friends list for far too long! I’m pretty open to most forms of RP. I love para-rp, stuff with substance. I’m more than willing to do so in game, over Skype or Discord, or Docs. I like things a bit more lore-friendly than some do, but I also don’t mind a bit of fun or bending. Listed below are my three characters, with links to their full Wikis (minus Arshtat since hers is still a work in progress, but she’s still open for RP!) Ellere and Kaz both have tabs on their Wikis for possible RP hooks. If anyone is interested, feel free to message me on here, or add me on Discord: Hithren#9876

Ellere Valahan Wiki: https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Ellere_Valahan

Kazha’a Anhsari Wiki: https://wiki.ffxiv-roleplayers.com/pages/Kazha%27a_Anhsari

So I have pretty severe social anxiety, which usually translates to my brain convincing me I’m a bother to everyone, meaning I usually don’t post or talk unless I feel like I have something meaningful to contribute. Unless I know someone well already the concept of just recklessly initiating conversations is alien to me and I end up being like, “So how about those bluejays…!” and then finding an excuse to bow out with questionable grace within minutes. I know this is true of a lot of RPers as well, and I’ve seen some posts recently in several fandoms about snooty RP cliques ect., and because this caused huge misunderstandings in WoW that I wish could have been avoided, some frembly remongers ༼ᕤຈل͜ຈ༽ᕤ :

There’s a good chance the people you want to RP with are just as scared of you, either because they also have social anxiety, or because they’ve had bad experiences with dangerous/toxic people and are being cautious.

People in established RP groups have the health of the group to worry about, and may want to get to know you better before welcoming you in.

See first point.

Posting about how mean people are because they don’t want to RP with you and how you can’t find anybody to RP with because everybody is in a snooty clique is not likely to get you more RP, because you’ve just cast yourself as someone who assigns malicious motives. If you openly assign malicious motives to people you don’t know in lieu of communicating to get more information (I know some brains do the assigning automatically and that’s not your fault), other people–who are already possibly afraid to reach out–will be confused and hurt by the jump to conclusions.

In most communities there is no welcoming committee, no care package you’re missing, if nobody reaches out to you. Almost everybody has to go through the same process of getting to know people, making friends, putting out stuff about their characters, and learning about existing characters and storylines. Some people have a much easier time of this than others because they’re naturally gregarious, or have a neat skill, or have hit on a really cool concept. That’s not your fault. It’s not theirs, either.

The surface-level communications you see people having on social media and forums where they’re joking and commenting at each other do not necessarily indicate a deep friendship. What you see may be the extent of their interaction, and it doesn’t mean everyone in the community is an impenetrable group of BFFs.

It really does help to have a character concept that plays well with other people. Other folks have said this better, but if your character’s major traits are any permutation of, “doesn’t want to talk,” “hates people,” or “cannot hold a civil conversation or listen to others,” it requires 100% more work for someone who may already be nervous to engage with you/them. It’s tempting to create a character like this so you won’t have to immediately jump into RP, but an outgoing character who isn’t prickly can actually be much easier to play.

Some people are just at their most comfortable in a small group of friends that they know well, and not being able to break in is not a reflection on you.

If your community really is full of snooty RP cliques, you’ve dodged a bullet.

Getting your feet wet is scary. I usually spend six months to a year in any given MMO before I even attempt to get involved in RP; that’s how long it takes me to feel out the lore, the community, and my character. Even then, I usually stay on the outskirts–at one point in WoW I was running one of the “core” Horde RP guilds on my server with 50+ members and I was still scared to RP, so scared that I barely did it unless my character was performing a necessary IC leadership role. And yet I frequently found posts from upset kids I’d never heard of talking about how exclusionary my guild was and how I clearly thought I was too good to RP with newbies. Could I have done better in overcoming my own fears? Hell yeah I could have, but by the time those new RPers brought themselves to my attention they had already written me off along with the community in general. Try giving folks the benefit of the doubt, because they can’t divine your mental state. It may take a while. Don’t give up.

Also, let me add something as a certified owner of a ‘character who doesn’t talk’ (I have three actually, but my other two communicate in other engaging ways). There are three ways you can get around a problem like this.

make personal connections first. People who care about you as a person will automatically care more about your characters and be more willing to work with hurdles like silence, shyness or rudeness. That doesn’t mean you have to make BFFs… comment on people’s posts (replies are back so yay!), like and reblog their stuff. Engage with the community you share with them. If they know your name, they will be more willing to put some effort into getting to know your character, even if they never talked to you otherwise.

if you already have a friend, they can be your wingman! Introduce your character to a new group with theirs by your side. When other people see your loner havng interactions with someone, it tells them there is something to get out of making an effort. Clearly, this character has something going for them, or this other character wouldn’t give them the time of day.