idk why I feel obnoxious when I wear white trousers but I love wearing white trousers so I just have to get over it

hm if the cost isn't ludicrous I'm considering doing a jewellery making course because after working on some chainmail projects I'm feeling really inspired to create more things and I definitely cannot be cutting metal and soldering at home lol

the idea of living your life as you wish despite pain, living it with the pain, feels noble and radical and all but then it’s not realistic. sometimes the pain is just too bad, you have to surrender to rest. it is just true that pushing yourself creates more inflammation and more pain. and pushing yourself for what? for who?

cool humid lush green forest with grey sky and rain is one of my favourite things about british summer

feels good to just let the rain fall on you and then let the wind dry your hair