Im just super frustrated and sad that no one has yet to come visit us but my mom!!!

I understand things happen and priorities and such but

I really hate when I’m told one thing and that same person does something involving the opposite of the excuse they gave me!!!!

Like come on now!!!

If you moved 600+ miles I would have been there multiple times by now but maybe that’s just me 🤷‍♀️

Just sad that at 33 yrs old I still don’t know where I stand with people :/ oh well I suppose

When you have to come to terms that you won’t be a mother really sucks.

When you come to terms that you shouldn’t be a mother is even worse.

I love kids and kids love me but I’ll never have any of my own.

No one understands where I’m coming from fully because well they have kids!! And that changes a lot!!!

A lot of the people I know have kids and they have their own lingo or understanding and that’s fine and good but at the same time the ones who don’t have kids sit on the way side cuz we “don’t understand what it’s like to have kids” !!

So I just get to grieve my baby that I never got to meet, grieve the title I should never have and grieve the end or at most shift in friendships.

This is a terrible feeling and I have no one to express it to.