* º • burn holes in my memories.

i hope you taste her like sandpaper in your mouth i hope that you cry over her whenever you get drunk i hope your friends beg you not to talk about her i hope you find her shotgun lips have stained every part of your skin, i hope you walk around like you’re wounded, i hope she’s a song you never stop hearing i hope you break down while listening to love songs i hope you can’t sit alone in the dark without panicking, i hope food becomes hard to swallow and liquor becomes your best friend i hope when you listen to your heart all you hear is a scream i hope her ghost is all you see i hope she fucks you over the same way you did to me i hope you feel everything i have had to live through since losing you i hope she absolutely destroys you.

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