ADRENALINE

hello everyone. since I didn't have my own intro, so to speak, my interest increased. so here's my humble intro and all that.

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• ⚖ call me "adrenaline" because that's my nickname on literally all of my socials, y'know. Or just call me Lauren. That's my actual name.

— age: I'm 17. let's fucking go.

— nationality: I was born and still live in Moldova. I speak Romanian, and I'd say my Russian is pretty decent too—probably around a native media level. I don't run into many Russian speakers here, so I figured I'd mention it. 🇲🇩 🇷🇺

— also... I'm a girl, so there shouldn't be any confusion lol. I mean, I think my name kinda gives it away, right?

𝕀ℕ 𝔾𝔼ℕ𝔼ℝ𝔸𝕃

— I have way too many social media accounts because, let's be real, I spent like half of my teenage years glued to the internet. I think that says enough. TikTok, YouTube, Telegram, SoundCloud, Spotify, Discord, Pinterest, Letterboxd... okay, I could keep going forever lmao.

— I graduated from high school and now I'm heading to college. Lowkey terrifying ngl.

— yep, I'm part of the 🍵🌊🌊 community. My journey started back in 2022 when I first found out about Jeffrey D#hmer, lol. Then life happened and I kinda drifted away from all of it. But now I'm back. Back then I was mostly interested in serial killers in general, but these days my attention kinda shifted to E&D. They're complete pieces of shit, but... here I am on Tumblr anyway.

— I don't have any diagnoses. 👍

As funny as that sounds, I've noticed a lot of people bring theirs up, so I figured I'd mention it too. I've never been to a psychologist or psychiatrist or anything. The only thing that really gets in the way of my life is the fact that I get pissed off pretty easily. That's literally it.

— I don't really associate myself with anyone anymore. I used to, back when I was an annoying edgy kid who loved doing dumb shit (no hate to people who still do that, I'm just talking about myself). If I had to compare myself to anyone, it'd probably be Eric—but I'm not serious about it. Maybe that's why his dumb ass caught my attention in the first place.

— I don't know much about politics. My views are probably both weird and completely normal at the same time. Most of the time I just keep them to myself because I know politics is one of those topics where people will start beefing over the dumbest shit imaginable. I'd rather just write my opinions in my diary and leave them there.

— I wouldn't call myself a problematic person, but some people probably would. Everyone's gonna disagree with somebody eventually. If someone doesn't like me because I called them dumb or annoying... cool. Chances are I don't like them either, so we're even.

— I won't lie, I'm not the most tolerant person when it comes to some people. That doesn't automatically make me a bad person, though. And no, I'm not a fucking xenophobe. Just saying.

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— 🍵🌊🌊 fans who only like someone because they're attractive and never even bothered reading about their story or trying to understand their motives. Holy shit, you guys annoy the hell out of me.

— people who constantly try to shove their opinions down my throat. This mostly applies to religion. If you're one of those people trying to convince me your religion is the only correct one... respectfully, leave me the fuck alone. No offense, but I don't consider myself religious.

— kinda random, but I'm adding this too: pedophiles. Like... what the actual fuck? Is that seriously what gets you off? That's disgusting. Hopefully none of you are following me. 🥀

— people who self-diagnose without ever talking to an actual psychiatrist or professional. What are you even trying to prove? Trying to look quirky or special? That's goofy as hell.

— people who call me a man-hater or a misogynist. I don't hate an entire gender just because I insulted one person. If I call a man an idiot, it's because he's an idiot not because he's a man. Same goes for women. Some girls have called me misogynistic just because I insulted another girl, and that's honestly dumb as fuck. I treat both genders the same.

— people who can't be serious when the situation actually calls for it. Like, imagine you're trying to have a genuine heart-to-heart with someone and open up, but they just keep acting like a complete dumbass the whole time. That shit is so fucking irritating.

𝔸 𝕗𝕖𝕨 𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕜𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤

‼️ Just a heads-up: if you disagree with me on something, feel free to block me. No hard feelings. I'll understand. ‼️

— I react to shocking content pretty normally. It's not like I lack empathy or anything—I just stay calm when I see disturbing stuff, whether it's videos involving m#rder 🔪, 🩸, 🍇, torture, or other messed-up things.

— I dislike some religions, and yeah, that's true. I'm an atheist, but I grew up in a Christian family. As for other religions, I keep my own opinions to myself, and that's about it.

— I'm a nihilist.

— I can joke about some seriously fucked-up topics. And when I say "fucked-up," I mean really fucked-up. No need to get into specifics, though.

— I'm a really short-tempered person. I get pissed off pretty easily.

— In a way, I'd consider myself an anarchist—but not a radical one.

— I wouldn't exactly call myself a misanthrope, but there are definitely times when I feel a lot of hatred toward certain people, subcultures, races, and other groups.

So yeah...

I honestly don't care if people disagree with me. That's just who I am. If you decide to block me because of that, I'll respect your decision, even if I think it's kinda silly.

𝕄𝕐 𝕀ℕ𝕋𝔼ℝ𝔼𝕊𝕋𝕊

— movies & TV shows —

I've watched over 260 movies, so here's a few of my favorites...

Zero Day, Dinner in America, Marie Antoinette, Natural Born Killers, The Godfather Part II, Kill Bill, Ed Wood, The Passenger, Postal, The Man Who Sleeps, Inland Empire, Stand by Me... and a bunch more.

As for TV shows, I don't watch them that often, but American Horror Story is definitely one of my favorites.

— music —

Deftones, Rammstein, Nine Inch Nails, Ministry, KMFDM, Wych Elm, The Chemical Brothers, The Prodigy, The Smashing Pumpkins, Phosgore, Saraunh0ly, And One, Mac DeMarco, Salem, Clams Casino, The Smiths, Crystal Castles, Combichrist, Skinny Puppy, Fear Factory, Die Krupps, Marilyn Manson, Nirvana... and way more than that.

— hobbies —

I haven't really done much outside of being online, lol. Most of my time goes into reading articles about 🌊🍵🍵, talking to people, watching movies, writing in my diary, and listening to music.

But hey, I'm slowly getting my life together. I just started college, so hopefully I'll find some new hobbies once I have a little free time.

𝕒 𝕗𝕖𝕨 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕠𝕤

Is it necessary? But I think so.

If you've made it this far... congrats. 🎉

You now know a little more about what is probably the most boring and insufferable person on the planet.

Writing this was actually kinda fun, ngl.

I just hope my English wasn't too painful to read.

Shoutout to anyone who actually sat through this whole thing (I seriously doubt anyone will read all this shit lmao).

But if you did...

Thanks for taking the time to read it.

With love,

damn, thanks, I'll definitely listen to this ! 🙏

I love discovering new music rlly

"I’m full of hate and I love it!"

"I would love to be the ultimate judge and say if a person lives or dies—be godlike."

"I have a lot of anger, and I love taking it out on people who do not deserve it."

"I have a goal to destroy as much of the normal and accepted as possible, and I will take over the earth and be absolute ruler of my own world."

this guy seriously makes me feel so in love. I just wanna drive around in his Honda, cuddle with him in the car, go over to his house and play with Sparky, sit in his room listening to his favorite songs, then hang out with him in his basement and watch him play DOOM. I'd listen to every little thing he had to say, even if he was just complaining about school or whatever.

I'd stop by BlackJack Pizza just to order his favorite pizza and admire the slight smirk on his face. I wanna lie next to him on his bed and run my fingers through his short hair while he rambles about another arson fireworks with Dylan and the rest of the guys.

no waaayy 💀

I love this t-shirt and I love guns even more ~｡