Trying. Failing

Julie Buntin, Marlena

this is so damirae

the portal

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I know some of y'all don't believe in tarot (I used to not as well, just kinda did it for fun) but when I was going through the hardest summer of my life, all of my family wasn't speaking to me for reasons unknown at the times plus a bunch of other shit, I really relied on tarot as a comfort. And then one night I got the reverse chariot, which didn't really make sense to me, but the very next day I got a text from my sister. My dad had flipped his motorcycle, ended up in the hospital, got exposed as having a mistress, and exposed for purposely isolating me from my family by lying about things I did and using 'being the middle man' as an excuse to sneak off and see his girlfriend - and I got to say, pulling a literal upsidedown chariot as my hint that my dad had flipped his bike when asking when my family was going to start speaking to me again is the funniest shit that's happened during this crazy ass character arc