little miss insomniac

Turing 21 in 3 months, still waiting for that aha moment where everything about adulthood starts making sense and I just magically know how to grocery shop

I write my first post of 2026 with a heavy heart… I’ve fallen for a man.. someone drag me out of this mental prison

Genuinely not knowing if you’re a good or bad person is so scary. Trying to observe yourself like you would someone else to know what kind of person they are

Reconnecting with an old friend ESPECIALLY someone you’ve been wanting to be friends with, is so scary and complicated, makes me overthink. Sometimes, the fear of how they see you—especially when you don’t know if it’s positive or negative—can hold you back and make you doubt yourself. But what I’ve come to realise is that you have to remember that you’re more than just an old friend’s opinion of you.

I envy people who genuinely have a good and positive relationship with God and their faith. I can only wish to have their peace of mind.

why am i tweaking over a guy i don't even find attractive