The Diary of a Teenage Theater Hipster Fangirl

“to live in your truth so much that the scent of authenticity follows you wherever you go, to live in your truth so much that the energy you leave behind leaves no room for assumption, to live in your truth so much that you bulletproof yourself from their opinions and projections.”

“You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing, and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life.”

You cross my mind, a lot. More times than I like to admit; you seem to have taken up permanent residence, making your home in the deepest corners of my mind. And sometimes I get caught up in my head, I'll lose myself in the colour of your eyes – even in my head I'm helpless – and I have to remind myself to breathe.

"Today the day is long and the night is short. The sun in the zenith sings and sunlight invades the realm of night. Why is then my heart steeped in darkness ? Where is the light and why is my skin so cold? There is nothing more than an endless dreamless dark night of the soul not even a summer solstice can quell.