A Clockwork Orange Confessions

If I ever become a filmmaker, I want the remake of A Clockwork Orange to be my magnum opus. I've researched filming locations and I've already put together a cast that would include as many of the original actors as I could gather. And I'd put the last chapter in, too. I'd be as true to the original sources as I could be.

I can relate to Alex very much. I fantasize that he would come to me and I would tell him he is not alone, and I would teach him how to make love, not only the good ol' in-out...

Since I was first introduced to A Clockwork Orange, the film and the book, I've rapidly gone from loathing Alex to loving every malenky bit of him. I can safely say I'm now very much in love with Alex due to his intense charisma, confidence, high spirits, rebelliousness and love of life. Those characteristics, along with his stunning looks, make him extremely sexy and alluring.

My infatuation with Alex is really getting out of hand. I think about him all the time - usually we just argue about Beeethoven and Rossini and end up fucking really hard in a public place, but I also think about helping him with the ol' ultraviolence. Real graphically, too. Alex DeLarge, you have fucked up my brain and you don't even exist.

I felt sympathy for Alex by the end of the film, despite the horrible things he'd done. I'm ashamed to admit that this sympathy was solely due to how gorgeous he was.

I'm madly in love with Alexander, and I want him to do all the dirty things he has in mind to me. I would let him rape me, and even ask for more.

I recorded Alex saying "Naughty,naughty,naughty. You filthy old sooka!" on my phone because when I hear him say that, I like to imagine he's saying to me before we have the old in and out.

I am almost 15 years old and in love with Alex. It shouldn't be right,but I can't help it. He could do anything he wanted to me. I want to read/see A Clockwork Orange because I'm already so drawn in,but my parents don't think it's a good idea because I'm depressed and they don't want that kind of thing in my mind. I've already broken the rules and watched a few scenes. I regret nothing.

I would love to be one of the droogs on their visit to the Alexanders - particularly when Mrs. Alexander is stripped to her socks and watches as Alex "untrusses and gets ready for the plunge". I'd love to give her the old in-out-in-out as her husband watched.

Thanks for being so patient! <3

I think my attraction to Alex may have tainted my sexual and romantic desires. Ever since falling for him I've been having fantasies about being completely dominated or raped, and it's kind of a turn-on.

I wish Malcolm McDowell never aged, because now I feel bad over lusting so hard over his young self, considering hes a starry old fart now.

Pete is my favorite droog.

During the part where they break into Mr. Alexander's home, I found myself overly concerned with Mr. Alexander having to start his book all over again.

i didn't find the rape scene particularily disturbing. in fact, that young devotchka must've enjoyed getting the old in out in out from a luscious young malchick like Alex, after having to be poled by a starry veck like that writer.