full up.
i’m in way too deep.
i’m so fucking tired of my stupid life i made.
i feel like i threw my entire self into this… vision, plan, whatever the fuck it is i was doing. and it has turned out to be a complete disaster. my whole life is a complete disaster.
i’m the opposite of grateful for this mess. i created a miniature monster who is only going to grow up to resent everything about me, if she doesn’t already. i should have stopped pretending a long ass time ago. i don’t know what the fuck i’m doing. and i thought i could be the guide for an entirely separate human soul from myself?? the fuck Chels. what a gdangmessyoumake.Â
















