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PREFACE | The Google Drive link contains everything in regards to Garden-0f-thorns (Dev), given I have reached my maximum photo limit on this post. I will not make amends with abusers. Proper authorities have been contacted.

Hello there.

Please do not send harassment. For legal purposes, these are allegations. I've decided to come out with my experiences of ;

- abuse

- stalking

- (potential) doxxing

TW for ;

- racism

- slut shaming

- poly shaming

- suicide baiting

- dead naming

- threats

- mental/emotional abuse

- sexual abuse/grooming mentions

- disturbing fetish mentions

Towards the account listed here :

- Garden-0f-thorns (tumblr)

- Garden0fth0rns (twit)

- Miiraclegarden (twit)

- Miiraclestreams (twit/twitch)

- reviived (tumblr)

After recieving evidence they have continued to stalk on me (May 25th, 2022), I have finally decided to open up about over half a decade of stalking, abuse, doxxing, threats, slander, and much else. For legal purposes, these are allegations. Most of the screenshots are from mid/late 2018, but please be aware I only have had recent access to this evidence.

Thank you for those who have come forth with evidence.

Names will be censored as they are mostly deadnames, and I am uncomfortable with showing my name publicly.

I will mostly go in chronological order, but before we begin, the first screenshot is an admittance that Dev has been keeping tabs on me. This screenshot was taken in May 25th, 2022 (as seen on the timestamp below). I was sent this as a warning by ` X ` , after I made a joking direct about the situation on a friend's only post (I did not elaborate to anyone about the situation, hence why the ` if u know, u know ` ) , which only a select few do. The two screenshots were taken hours apart on the same date, hence why I begin with this. Was I in the wrong for making a jab? Perhaps, but this does not amount to the mass, private harassment that has been continuing since 2016.

Another thing, there have been 70 reported instances of Dev watching my (now disabled) art blog, by StatCounter. Most of the information is censored for their safety (i.e. state, IP, nearby cities). I knew where they lived at the time due to blocking their IRL, and the locations matched up. After examining multiple visitors, the amounts of visits far exceed the typical 1-5 visits during the years of 2018-2019.

This location also matched on L's blog.

The situation started around August 11, 2016 (screenshots taken on the 22nd). Apologies for the awkward cropping on the screenshots, but they should read as is. Yin and Yang is my old account, the blacked out text is Devyn, whom I blocked after this interaction. To summarize it bluntly, I decided to end our relationship upon realizing my mental health was in jeopardy, while also growing to be a worse person.

Trigger warning for suicide baiting. These are only some examples, all photos can be found in the doc.

Here are other examples of their emotional manipulation and their desire to have them be "gone for good" , same year, the first two earlier 2016, and I believe the others are from 2017. The names are blocked out as to assure no doxxing/revealing of dead names. They also bragged about their new relationship at the time, when I requested them multiple times not to do so in front of me as I was still recovering.

Without screenshots are the allegations I plan to elaborate on. Other people plan to speak on their stories of Dev, which will be shown later down the timeline.

— 2016-2017 —

Prior to Dev and I dating, we met through the Zelda fandom on Facebook in (roughly) 2014. What started our friendship was them originally venting to me, after I approached them in regards to their vent posts. Skipping to 2015 is roughly around the period in which we dated for (I believe) a year or less ; they were very sexual, even in the begining, pushing me to engage in a Daddy Dom little boy (they ID'd as male at the time) relationship, when I stated my boundaries were nothing sexual until marriage (I even did, and still presently do, identify as a sex repulsed asexual). Regardless, those would be ignored for a dynamic in which I was groomed into/introduced to kink culture, especially the "heavier" sides of it. Things they introduced me to were fetishes of :

- Omegaverse

- Rapeplay

- Violent abortion fetishism

- Incest (especially twin or brother/brother through Leo/Xander Fire Emblen)

- Abuse

- Forced sexual slavery (Spandexverse)

Etc.

In which they made me write, or they would guilt trip me/threaten suicide. We, both as minors, would engage in sexual roleplay with this subject matter at their pushing, and at the time, I was completely unaware of how harmful this was (given I was groomed with the whole "it's fictional" argument). A repetition of constantly smutting, sexting, pressuring for nudes, isolation from friends/family, suicide baiting/threats, and much else lead to an unsuccessful suicide attempt at 15 on my end, and multiple instances of self harm.

— "M" Era (2017-2022) —

These is her story (transcript of the screenshots) . The themes she mentioned, as well as the anonymous messages line up with the timeline and themes of the group chat.

The text in full without cuts :

" Okay so

We (Dev) dated on and off a couple times when I was 15/just turned 16

The first time we dated was a poly relationship that really didn’t last long; they much later on confessed to me that the only reason they had agreed to a poly relationship was to use myself and my partner at the time so they could get with someone else and then end the poly relationship all together

During that time we remained friends for a while, and I know they were still very aware of the feelings I still had for them - I had fallen hard and didn’t really want to let those feelings go

Before we got back together they would come to me in messages and calls and talk about their partner at the time, making accusations that they were cheating on them with another friend of ours and bad mouthing their partner behind their back

It was difficult for me to listen to and I didn’t want to pick any sides because their partner was my best friend at the time

Romantic talk and flirting started right after their relationship ended, and I’m pretty sure at first I was just a rebound

Even as friends I had to talk them regularly out of suicide and it only got worse once we started dating again

I was in a relationship with another person at the time, someone local that I grew up with and went to high school with and they knew this and had at first consented to a poly relationship

But they began to pressure me into things

They got angry seeing i was still good friends with their ex and constantly came to me to block them and tell them off, getting angry with me if I didn’t or tried defending them and then ignoring me for hours, sometimes barely messaging me for a few days until I caved and agreed to block that friend

When I did, they went behind my back to message that friend and put words into my mouth, telling that friend things I had never said and trying to ensure they would never contact me again

After that, they slowly began to pressure me to leave my other partner and to be with only them ; getting jealous and upset and messaging me about how they were going to kill the selves every time I was spending time with her irl and staying at her place

I eventually couldn’t handle the pressure anymore and left her, being only a monogamous with them

They were a very sexual person during our relationship, and I pressured myself to be okay with that despite my trauma because I didn’t want to upset them or be pushed away and ignored - they would get upset over small things and ignore me as a way to punish me and get what they wanted and I got trapped in that cycle for a long time

They would often disappear for days, even before they started dating me, and said it was because their mom was forcing them to stay at an ex’s house and that said ex was abusing them in multiple ways

I didn’t know how true it was, but it was something that during our entire friendship and relationship left me terrified

Every time they’d disappear and stop messaging me or answering my calls id go into this panic

Id stop sleeping and eating because I was worried sick and spent most nights crying until they would come back, telling me in detail of what happened to them

And then a few days later brushing it off and going back to normal

During our relationship they slowly began to isolate me

They’d get jealous if I seemed to be close with anyone other than them, and slowly began wanting my attention to be on them nonstop

Phone calls that would last for a week at a time, never hanging up and sleeping together

They’d get upset if I had to hang up to spend time with my family or to go and run errands

It got to the point my parents were noticing the cycles of abuse and I didn’t, and it put a heavy strain on our relationship and caused so many fights between us over this relationship with them that I was close to losing my home

During our relationship I was put into a ddlb dynamic, something I wasn’t entirely comfortable with but went along with as it made them happy

And any talk of something sexual between us would be met with them making comments on how they wouldn’t too because then they’d end up hurting me

It’s nothing big, but it’s stuck with me even now

It took me a while to realize that I had been completely cut off from friends, and that I was losing my irl support system to as my entire world had become them

I had eventually managed to make a small handful of friends without them knowing, and they’re the ones who helped me see the abuse and provided me a safe place to be able to leave them and have my own support group afterwards

Even after I ended the relationship, they continued to talk about me behind my back to other people

They kept tabs on everything I was doing and the people I was dating, and would bad mouth me and degrade me in messages and group chats, all while deadnaming me as well

I was stalked by them and their friends for years, and someone in their group did eventually come to me and admit to me that they stalked me for them

They harassed me and constantly sent me anonymous messages saying hateful things and would add my accounts without me knowing it was them, all so they could tell Dev what I was doing and saying ".

The anonymous messages mentioned are after the screenshots (tw slut shaming) .

Here are a few of my anonymous messages on my alt account, with some being as recent as 2022. For context on the first image, while I do not support problematic themes that can cause real harm, I do not involve myself/identify as an anti or proshipper. I have had issues with both sides of the debate due to drawing SFW vent art (just animals with quotes), and thus request those who self ID as either not interact. For the second image, after years of harassment and only recently outing the person who snaked on me for years, I took a more aggressive route to stop their anonymous messaging. I will openly admit it as not the best approach, but after 6-7 years of harassment, I felt at my wit's end, and I would rather openly admit it than have it be used against me later on.

— "L" Era (2018-???) —

Screenshot transcript, after is evidence of a group chat they were involved in :

" But in short Dev had always been really strange and controlling about who I wanted to be friends with, and always talked a lot of shit about you and ■■■ VERY, VERY OFTEN. At one point when I was with Evan, we had a group chat where the whole entire topic for Dev, their spouse, and Evan was to figure out ways to agitate you and make your life miserable (aka Evan admitting to using you for food and money, Dev and Cal learning your interests and 'having snakes check on your every move so they would know what you liked so they could get into it in hopes of making you hate it, and more that I wish I had screenshots of)

They constantly denied that ■■■ was getting hatemail from them when I dated her once upon a time ago

as well as after ■■■ and I's breakup they continued to attempt to send anon hate to ME, impersonating ■■■ to keep try and stoking the fire

When I was friends with Scout they also did the same with anon hate toward me, discouraging me to talk to them and to leave them. As well as anon messages of 'youre not who you used to be

These hate messages on curiouscat only stopped after blocked them on it, as well as it was instantaneous that they asked why they were blocked in curiouscat not even an hour after I blocked them

I have more but Im gonna break up the messages.

I spent the entire day horrified for them with no response until hours later, when they were at the hospital I was happy they were okay, but then when they were recovering they made it a point to mock my reactions to the matter and my genuine concern for them. Them and Cal both made it into a big joke (their attempt and everyones reactions) .

It was. A lot at the time

I had to call their local police department and tried my best to identity them and their number/the like and from what understand they did get a welfare check sent to their home since that was the best I could have done at the time before | was finally given news they were in the hospital

'It was a hectic night, but then it wasnt even week laters before was mocked for sobbing over them, calling the police, and blowing up cals messenger with calls and messages "

Not all screenshots are listed, but there are also camera photos for credibility. Please check the doc for full/chronological order. I'm Adopted is Dev, given they responded to the name.

Tw ; racial slur, slut shaming, poly shaming

— "X" Era (2022)—

If they wanted to approach things in the peaceful route, they should have had 0 access to a private account, as mentioned before. Nobody outside a select few knew of the situation (i.e. those who knew Dev) . My posts are strictly friends only, unless something major, and I have blocked their accounts since around the time the drama first started.

Regardless, X was sent a message asking about the private post in which I did not elaborate on, showing there was a snake that fed them information. The culprit was ultimately discovered after realizing that the Tellonym account was connected to a private instagram that the snake followed. They proceeded to disable shortly after being blocked, only further adding to present suspicions.

— "X" Era (2022)—

X Provided screenshots of Dev continuously watching me, provided on the 25th of May, as mentioned before.

If they wanted to approach things in the peaceful route, they should have had 0 access to a private account, as mentioned before. Nobody outside a select few knew of the situation (i.e. those who knew Dev) . My posts are strictly friends only, unless something major, and I have blocked their accounts since around the time the drama first started.

Photographs that the group chat does exist/miscellaneous photos to add further credibility. Names have been censored to remain anonymous/protect deadnames. I'm Adopted is also Dev (as shown in the screenshots), Rowan Wilson is their S/O.

There is evidence I'm Adopted is Dev (the icons match up when Dev is called). Please look at the full document.

— Serious Allegations (2022) —

These allegations are simply that, allegations. They have less solid evidence than all provided thus far, and if evidence comes to light revealing it is not Devyn, this part will be edited out.

Allegedly, there was a point where Devyn attempted to contact Drew in order to doxx me, and there are claims he has done so in the past. This is due to :

- Dev knew at some point, he and I dated shortly after Dev and I broke up.

- Knowing about the youtube channel, and allegedly leaving anonymous messages

- Having access to my face for memes (GC section in document)

- Has allegedly left hate comments on his YouTube channel.

His comments on the situation were,

"Hello, my name is Drew and I run a semi succesful Youtube channel which had a bustilng discord community and every upload would have a link to a discord server for fans and I to chat, connect and relax, now Devyn is the only person who is pitiful enough to approach me in a public setting and say "I am looking for ███."

I have enclosed screenshots one of which has ███'s picture from 2016 sent to my public discord where my fans can see what happens, before the discord was nuked, 50 plus people could have seen ███ Face dox. I ended up deleting my discord server and stopped doing videos to avoid shit like this. Remember to use Creator Code DREWUWU on all epic games purchases."

— MISC. (2022) —

I was informed they have defended Dream despite a multitude of POC asking people not to do so, due to Dream's history of racism, abuse, doxxing, etc. With a history of racial slurs, I found this to be highly suspect.