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the feeling of being hungry is so much better than the pain of e4ting

i b!ng3d last night and STILL feel nauseous about the fact i did so. i hate this. today is my last day of work before we break for summer so hopefully i'll be able to get away with f4st!ng more after today as well

i wanna look so th!n that my doctor's office is forced to ask questions instead of congratulating me, is that too much to ask?

b!ng3d badly yesterday so now im debating how high the c4l limit should be today. 300 maybe?? def not the usual 800

i dont know whether i should continue my f4st and go 48hrs instead, or just stop this evening and om4d. historically ive b1ng3d if i go over 48hrs, but also i tend to end the f4st in the afternoon so maybe if i wait until nighttime i wont??

new rule - if the sc@le doesn't go down that morning, my int4k3 does instead

i already know i'll regret e4ting it later, so why even entertain the thought??