Hopeless romantics

What does it feel like when your nights are no more like nights , and your day doesn't feel like a day? You keep looking for a way to fix things. The constant urge to reach out to them but soon you realise it was just you who's putting in everything and they are just there pretending to be your everything. In the middle of the night, you start to drown through the commitments they made to stay (just stay).

I don't usually get out of my bed easily but guess what today seems like a good day, I got off my bed. We're now sitting under the pretty skies and wondering how much my bestf means to me, but no I won't admit ffs. And again after a long long long .... literally long time I feel loved and cared. I don't know whether it's true or not but I do. I wouldn't wanna say it to you but it's cute and mesmerising how you give butterflies.You're the only one who I can now vibe with after such a long time, the one who matches the level of my humour, the dirty head which God has blessed us with lol, the endless midnight talks. Your voice (which earlier seemed to be ugly), your hair (which for instance i didn't like very much), your smile (prettiest)..I mean you are a piece of art. I mean it when i say the word 'ART'.

I know it's a dark night,