I am here

at the end of the day I am just… very simply… a fangirl :/

the pairings and relationships are fine and wtv but omggg does it fucking get me when the friendship talks happen!!!! especially when they are being so kind and just like airing out feelings even if it's awkward

omg Hiroya..... enough

I feel bad for Jobu but like babe you gotta just accept the rejection at this point please it's so painful to watch omg

they really set this season in Hokkaido for me PERSONALLY

why is Hugh Bonneville so fucking orange in the last Downton film...

Mr. Carson & Mrs. Hughes were the only couple that ever mattered btw <3

Tae-heon my precious angel🥺😭😭

stoppppp they all look so cute for this last dinner🥺🥺

I've been dumping on Shun but tbh his behaviour triggers something in me because I've dealt with people who do this kind of thing and although I recognize it comes from a very anxious place, it's hard to watch!!! I'm really liking how honest and vulnerable the conversations are.. it's hard to express such complex feelings and I imagine even more so when you're on a tv show. Going into the last episode I feel grateful for this show. I've felt a lot of anger seeing so many people just fangirling over the relationships, writing fanfic (absolutely unhinged btw....), and just general weird behaviour towards these very real people... but for me it's been a helpful experience watching everyone talk about their feelings and struggles, and I really feel like just seeing everyone being open together and giving loving advice has helped me to pivot more towards being openly myself with others too.