āYeah, wellāā He winces as his fingers lift to his neck, feeling the blood caked there. Thatās messier than his normal work, for sure. Fingernails arenāt nearlyĀ as effective as a knife, butā¦Ā āGuy knocked my knife out of my hand. Didnāt really have another choice.ā
Despite the pain and the brutal self-inflicted gouging of the flesh of his neck, Steinbeck offers Lovecraft a warm little smileāitās the specific smile reserved for his partner, comforting and sincere.Ā āāve done worse.ā His expression turns somewhat pensive. āUsed to do it like this all the time, actually.ā With the grape vines gone, thereās some fresh blood running down his neck again, staining the white of his shirt collar even more. (Thatās a common occurrence, and the RV is well-stocked with peroxide per his maās old trick.)
Torn skin and blood are also caked on and under his nails, but heās undisturbed.Ā āHurts a bit more than the knife, though.ā If heās being honest.
If humans deserve credit for something (among their other various accomplishments), itās a little impressive what they can pull off when put in a desperate situation. No claws or fangs here, just the brute force to accomplish what needs to be done. (If a fox will chew its leg off to escape a trap, would a person do the same? Lovecraft wonders, sometimes.)
āGood grief,ā is all Lovecraft has to say to that, the words sounding dry and entirely out of place. His lips press into a thin line, even as Steinbeck smiles (like a ray of sunshineāitās really not fair, sometimes).Ā
Without entirely thinking, Lovecraft reaches out, wiping away at the trickle of blood along Steinbeckās neck. It doesnāt do anything, naturally, besides leaving a smear on the still-unblemished skin, and Lovecraft is left staring blankly at his own reddened thumb.Ā
He wags his hand slightly, as if willing the blood to jump off. It doesn't. Lovecraft stares at it, utterly betrayed.Ā
āSorry.ā ThatĀ is directed at Steinbeck, at least.Ā