I feel really bad for falsely accusing Smile of being the person who was harassing me, and I was wrong and almost immediately stopped publicly when someone came forward with proof of it probably being Jack (or their other names) and Jack half admitting to it in my strawpage that I stopped checking because they wanted attention and clearly know how to contact me if I use the same username everywhere and don't want to deal with things involving her.
This was fucking awful bait because I don't look at her shit that often but apparently she posted things from the already existing Ezra archive trying to incriminate someone. I don't fucking talk to for something that wouldn't make sense timeline wise for Oddballs after asking me for proof of the archive, It's her. It's been her. It'll probably keep being her until I press fucking charges.
Well I don't like Smile, I realize he's probably not smart enough to understand how to properly do all the shit that Jack is doing including attempting to doxx someone else, knowing my incorrect deadname and obsessing over 5 random events that only Jack cared about.
It's why the Llorolatte account randomly white knights Sunny even though Jack's drawn nsfw involving children multiple times and got paid to do it. The blog only supports Smile because he doesn't like me, Jacklynn lied about talking to people off platform but she was dumb enough to post a screenshot of Smile talking to her about his ex who he wants to stop being mentioned by.
Smile has done fucked up things and screwed me over and obsessed over someone he didn't know well in the situation (me) and he made it clear that he's not going to learn anything, but I need to take accountability for what I did wrong.
I also was inappropriate for getting annoyed with Smile for blatantly ignoring my boundaries and when I got annoyed with his shit post-surgery, I shouldn't have let Vivian make things worse by letting her go crazy with psuedo-bothering him. She did something I wasn't okay with, dropping any part of his legal name, and even though the jokes about the soap and kids toys were funny to some people, that's harassment.
I overstepped a bit, acted a little petty and lashed out at him multiple times and that made things worse for the other two victims of his who had to deal with him, I don't talk to either of them. I don't want to talk to them, my inbox is open but that's for an apology before I block you.
This isn't me saying that Smile is in the right/a good person/I forgive him, I'm apologizing for falsely accusing him of an act he's not capable of doing and insisting that everyone involved was him because they were using him as a human shield.
Smile, if you are reading this because Jack is constantly cyberstalking my things, you two are probably friends on discord; I'm sorry for pinning the blame for Jack's (or whoever Jack says they are this week) actions into you and dragging you through the ringer.
This doesn't mean I forgive you for making an extensively long Google doc where you just prove that you've been obsessed with me for way too long, collaborate with someone who's been stalking me for longer than you've been stalking some of your victims or that I ever want to be friends. I'm simply apologizing for the wrong things that I did and for falsely accusing you of actions you aren't capable of doing.
When I say this and I hope you understand this clearly. I'm not saying you are forgiven for your actions or I'm expecting to be forgiven for mine or that I think you're a good person, I feel sorry for crossing your boundaries even though you've repeatedly crossed mine and still do and I'm apologizing for overstepping what I did and fucking up when I did because accountability is something no one has taken in the situation and I apologize for that.
I was in the wrong for that, and you don't have to forgive me. I can't speak for Vivian or make her do things, but I'm sorry for being antagonistic when I shouldn't have been and for not thinking critically before doing certain actions that lead to the situation getting worse and more drawn out.