I think at the end of the day heās just full of himself. As much as heĀ ārejects meā he in fact, canāt go without me. Iām still there, lingering in his mind. So even if physically Iāve lost and he lets me go, at the end of the day I win. Unbelievable how at nearly 25 years old, heās the one still acting like we in high school. If I never met him, I would be THRIVING. I read the messages. From the beginning I was so much more in love with him. But here we are now, nearly a year later. And honestly, I hope this time around heās the one who is TRULY more in love with me. I think I just donāt want to be alone, but I honestly donāt care about how he feels anymore lmao. You canāt have your cake and eat it too, sweetheart. Iāve loved and Iāve lost. But this time around, I hope youāre the one who feels even an OUNCE of pain like how I did. I have never felt that kind of pain before, and I promise that I never will again.Ā