ABEL

Scene 1 📺 - For those who have chosen to come closer

Sweetie, I love your idea. I'm thinking about what to call this game, and once I decide, I'll turn it into a tag. But I'm not good at coming up with names, and the only thing that came to mind is something like "Tenna's Horror Game."

So if anyone wants to suggest a name I'll be grateful.

Guys, I was thinking about playing a game with you, one of those flash horror games, but with Tenna. You choose an option, and I’ll show you where it leads. So, will you come close?

It's like you're somehow failing in your life, your efforts don't matter and you can try and try, but you'll never be someone and you think you should die. Yeah... I don't know why I'm posting it here but if you are reading keep going.

I want to believe that one day I'll be important, and that makes me anxious bc now I'm obsessed with the idea I need to get success now but life doesn't work that way...

I'm only 18 and I already feel I'm a loser, and yet, I don't want to stop. It's like I'm a machine, but I'm not. I'm flesh and flesh needs love, needs patience... Who will be patient with me if not myself? Who'll love me if not meeee?? And it's so lonely... I wake up, I study, I draw, I play music, I write stories, I act, I laugh but still not enough.

Maybe I'm greed, and what If I'm greed? I don't even know what I'm writing right now... I just want to feel loved, I just want a friend, I want to wake up tomorrow and feel like everything I did until now was worth it...

Plus ! I wanna treat my Tumblr like a real blog but I don't know how I could do it. But I'll do, I always do, I always find a way.

(Idk, that makes sense inside my autistic brain)