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People shading each other in English and in their native languages

Its not nice

Not fun anymore

I don't want to participate in that

I just want to have fun , i don't even care who anyone supports who

A disgusting toxic human being who i thought was my bestest of friends asked me to never talk to her ever again

That moment really did break my heart

I wanted all my 16 years of friendship back

I wanted all my secrets back

I wanted to know why?

That moment made a lot of sense of so many feelings i had felt

I've been humiliated and made fun of a lot, i thought it was okay and i was maybe overly sensitive but oh hell no

I wasn't.

2 years later now, and i really really wish i could thank her for leaving and taking her venom with her.

I wish i could

Although I'm unable to trust again

I'm more distant from so many people and it's still a struggle for me

I've never felt this calm, happy,free

It's really amazing how one human being can affecte your health isn't it?

Her name was brought to a conversation i had with a friend and i honestly felt like throwing up

Idk if I'm still traumatized or not but it was a foreign feeling

I thought maybe i learned my lesson and i would never ever put someone else before myself but i see myself loving someone again..considering putting them before myself, still blaming myself if they're upset

And it's really scary.

I really really really hope history won't repeat itself.

Look at your heart's pain within

There is no way

To say you're sorry again

Please don't be afraid

I will always be here

I will cry your tears

Share your sweet sad fears

Please don't look away

Take my hand in your hand

Come and rest my dear

I will always be here

Please don't be afraid

I will always be here

Wipe away your tears

Kill your sweet sad fears

Please don't look away

Take my hand in your hand

Come and rest my dear

I will always be here

I'm such a sucker for sweet songs 🥺💛