Well I’m not gonna give his name. 

But I was a senior in HS. He was a junior. This was before I knew I liked boys. One day he tried to add me on Myspace. Me being a straight guy, knowing he was gay, denied his friend request. Then he tried again, I denied again. Then he tried one more time, and I was like damn he is persistent (don’t try this on FB I will block you), so I was like “fine” and I accepted. Then he messaged me one day and I was like “oh lord”, but I replied anyway, and he just turned out to be really funny, so I kept talking to him. I still blew him off a lot but like I said, he was persistent. Fast forward a couple months, he has my number but I don’t have unlimited talk or text so we barely talk. He came out to a couple of my football games but I didn’t have a chance to meet him. However, I end up getting a girlfriend, we stop talking. Relationship didn’t last and for Christmas, I got my unlimited talk and text. Now we talk on the phone every. single. night. I was still in denial about liking him, nonetheless I looked forward to talking to him every night. Fast forward 5 months, I’ve finally accepted that I liked him (hardest thing to do). We met up, go bowling, had a good time. We go on a couple more ‘dates’ and holy shit, what was going, I thought I was in love. I was. Then I graduated high school, he came, we hugged, took a picture (the only one I have of him and I). Finally I grow some balls and ask him out. I came out to my friends and my sister. Everybody was fucking shocked, but still sorta cool with it. Kinda shunned by my football team, but close friends were alright with it and I didn’t care because I had him anyway. I end losing my virginity to him. Blah blah blah, we break up because of reasons. 

Still friends.