aAdis53

heyyy... I'm aAdis [a a dis](or just Dis). First time on Tumblr and I have no idea how does inner community work lmao. I hope I will figure out it soon tho! ...

Something abt my self yeah? Well, ¤ guy from Germany ¤ I know Russian ¤They/them (He/him) ¤ AROmatic frying PAN (AroPan) ¤ new to #Digitalart. I have been drawing since i remember myself, but it was like doodles in a Math sheet LOL. And few months ago I said "I WANT TO DRAW". Usually thats #Furry and NSFW gore (not planning to post it, or (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖) ) Kinda insecure abt my work but thats maybe the main reason i joined Tumblr! Also find new connections!

I like games such as #TeamFortress2 #garage #DetroitBecomeHuman #LittleNightmares

Fav series are #RickAndMorty #SouthPark #Smiling friends #HouseMD #WestWorld

my state got worse again… unfortunately. But I saw really cool artist. Pupok mamontha? I can’t remember anything properly. But I really Got myself that I was staring at it for an Ease check them out. TikTok I think.

I talking about improvement in drawing! Here one of my sketches I have made. I never done so detailed “structure “ of body, and also never tho of anatomy so much (I’m not talking about hands… I got lazy after torso!!!)

The oc in post is a female (even if sometimes I present her as Agender. But that's not the point) Adis has female body, female character. Just anything, doesn't matter right now, and she's my Fursona!

HeyA!!! ... Anybody?? Sorry I was offline (nobody cares).

As I said, I was on a school trip with my classmates... and guess what.

Around a half hour After last post, one of my classmates (The one I tolerated for a little) took my sketchbook WHILE I WAS DRAWING and showed to others. They run through pages and laughed at them. AT MY ART WORK. MY PIECE OF SOUL. AT PROBABLY LAST THING KEEPING ME STABLE.

And the most heartbreaking, classmates tore it up. You have no idea how empty I felt on that moment. I know I had to do something about it... But I have no energy for that. I'm so fucking sick of my surroundings.

When we stopped. Of course I bought a new one. I can't live now without doodling something, because otherwise I'm going crazy. And also took a beer to calm my nerves. Lucky me teacher didn't saw me, or at least does give a fuck. Plus one for another classmates. She's nice a bit, didn't say any bad word and likes my arts. I hope I can befriend with her. TO HAVE ONE PERSON TO TALK TO AT SCHOOL TIME.

The trip was ... Meh. I don't remember what was happening after we checked in.

Now I'm home. There's sketch I did few minutes ago. It's smut kinda, or whatever people calls it. I always draw it if I'm in bad mood. This is the same excuse I have for bad anatomy, I was thinking too much about my feelings and emotions..

This time it's aAdis. Not as fursona but as a character. Does anyone have the same thing that character has two sides? Character and Fursona?

here, meet Arezyn! She's dragon rabbit. Not actual design but similar