i am moving isabelle to a new blog.   all threads will be dropped on the new blog.  i need a clean state,  so i’m starting over with her.  i will be approaching my partners to discuss starting new threads / plotting / etc.   please like this post if you would like for me to follow you from the new blog once it’s completely finished.  i’d love to see you there.  ♥

OPEN  STARTER !      /      OPEN  TO  BOTH  MUTUALS  AND  NON - MUTUALS.

“   –   with  all  the  shit  that’s  been  going  on,   i  don’t  know  how  o  remembered  my  birthday,   let  alone  found  the  time  to  tell  everyone  about  it.   you’d  think  there  are  more  important  things  to  be  worried  about.   ”

cue  the  inevitable  roll  of  isabelle’s  eyes.   ‘   near-death  experiences  are  so  not  an  excuse  to  skip  birthdays,   bellamy.    ’    not  when  your  girlfriend  is  isabelle  lightwood,  anyway,   who  will  take  any  /  all  opportunities  to  throw  together  a  little  soirée  in  his  honor.   fixing  him  with  a  petulant  frown,   she  folds  her  arms  across  her  chest  and  raises  her  chin  indignantly.    ‘   care  to  explain  why  i  had  to  find  out  it’s  your  birthday  from  octavia?    i’m  your  super  sexy,   super  fun  girlfriend.   i  didn’t  even  have  time  to  pick  the  perfect  present  !    ’

fifty reasons to touch someone.   a variation of this. send me a 🤝 + a number ( add ‘flip’ to reverse it )  for your muse to touch mine…

…to say ‘good morning’.

…to say ‘goodnight’.

…to say ‘goodbye’.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as a ‘no’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because you are running out of time.

…because i am running out of time.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

        ISABELLE LIGHTWOOD NOT THE KIND OF GIRL YOU PISS OFF. and bellamy knew this but for some reason he was here. mainly in hopes that they could get to a point where this was not so complicated and awkward but also kind of to convince her that this was real. he loved his girlfriend, clarke. and you don’t leave the person you love just because someone else is your soulmate or whatever. 

       except he does know that much. he knows it’s not whatever. it’s very real. they have lived stories like this over and over and part of him wonders if it’s a gift to fall in love with someone so many times? and another part of him thinks maybe it’s punishment because this life? it’s completely different than the others. they aren’t together and he loves his girlfriend, he does. but it scares him to know they aren’t meant to be.

       his eyes are apologetic as he looks over at the blonde because honestly he should have known that izzy would put a show on and clarke has never been one for that.    ❛   how many points do you guys score for him being cute?   ❜  his hand is in his hair as he rolls his eyes because come on. really?  he wants to hate simon. he does. but the thing is, simon might be the sweetest guy in the world and he’s good for her. and bellamy is with clarke and she’s good for him so maybe that’s just what’s meant to happen here. maybe your soulmate can change with time. except he stares at the brunette a little too long to fully believe that.

HE DOESN’T LOVE CLARKE.    he can say it as many times as he wants,    scream it from the rooftops if he’d like,   but it wouldn’t make the sentiment true.   she knows this because she,  isabelle sophia lightwood,   knows what bellamy blake looks like when he’s in love.   knows how he acts,  talks,  walks,  tastes,  when he’s in love  -----  and he is not in love.

(  with clarke,  anyway  )