i don’t want to fucking exist anymore. it’s the same shit over and over and over. it’ll never change.

i don’t know how i’m going to move on from this

i just want to be enough.

if archer ever sends another goddamn video of a girl i will block him on EVERYTHING fucking everything he will never speak to the douche bag ever again

i swear to god if he so much as looks at another girls instagram, snapchat, what fucking ever. or checks out another girls ass while i’m standing RIGHT FKN THERE he will NEVER TOUCH my fucking body EVER AGAIN i do not fucking CAAARRREEEEE i don’t even think abt people like i don’t look at people and think “oh they’re attractive oh they’re hot oh i wanna fuck/jack off to them” NEVER EVER FUCKING EVER and he does to LITERALLU ANYONE W A GODDAMN VAGINA i’m going to tear the god damn world apart

why do you friends even feel like i’m not enough why would your friends send you half naked girls. i fucking hate everything i want to rip my hair out of my head

my body will never be good enough. i will never be good enough. you’ll always be looking elsewhere why am i not enough

i just want to be loved

why do you give me so many reasons not to trust you. i don’t understand what i did to deserve this

i want to be enough i don’t think i’ll ever be enough. everyone leaves. my own mother didn’t love me enough to stay why would anybody else

my heart hurts i don’t want to feel like this

i can’t do anything fucking right apparently everything i do is wrong and bad why am i like this why am i here

god i fucking hate myself

rather look at and watch random girls than your own girlfriend

i feel like any man would JUMP at the opportunity to have nudes of their gf and like videos and such but not mine 😅 not when i tell him to save them not when i ask him to take them not when i tell him that’s what i want but you watch porn all the time i don’t get it

mom guilt is getting the absolute best of me today 🙃