p e r f e c t

First and foremost, thank you for taking the time to read this. Secondly, I'm not going anywhere. I'm not closing my blogs down. Though one could heavily argure that hcwlingwind and falkenar are pretty much there. hcwlingwind for sure- but I can't help Falkenar with the twi.light rpc being ded. But anyways. Needless to say. My mental health has been shit this holiday season. Losing my little baby bird in September has been extremely hard on me. And then losing my cousin and my great aunt in the same week last month- the last couple months haven't been the best and it's really taking a toll on my mental and physical health. Mental in the aspects that I just feel mega lethargic, apathetic, etc. Finding it really hard to do the things that I really enjoy like writing and even drawing. Luckily, it hasn't taken a hit to my love for videogames too much, shout out to my gaming girls: cosmicsins and pixiezee, for helping with that and keeping me social. But doing any household chore, any hobby, or even going out- I have to mentally prepare for days and when I do get around to it, it just makes me feel exhausted and I need to rest. Shovelling heavy snow almost every day doesn't help and uses up most of my spoons (see "spoon theory") But uh- excuse my love for the word "but" when talking. just a habit- yeah. I'm just just...trying to wade through this grief. I'll get to threads if I feel like it. I'm sorry if any holiday threads don't really get anywhere for the holiday season. my brain is just...mush. I'm just so tired all the time, I'm depressed and lost motivation for a lot of things I love to do. I also have 5 commissions on the back burner. Luckily, I have reached out to my customers, and everyone's super accepting and understands what I'm going through. So thank you so much to my lovely customers. Anyways, that's it. TLDR. mental and physical health are awful right now.

First and foremost, thank you for taking the time to read this. Secondly, I'm not going anywhere. I'm not closing my blogs down. Though one could heavily argure that hcwlingwind and falkenar are pretty much there. hcwlingwind for sure- but I can't help Falkenar with the twi.light rpc being ded. But anyways. Needless to say. My mental health has been shit this holiday season. Losing my little baby bird in September has been extremely hard on me. And then losing my cousin and my great aunt in the same week last month- the last couple months haven't been the best and it's really taking a toll on my mental and physical health. Mental in the aspects that I just feel mega lethargic, apathetic, etc. Finding it really hard to do the things that I really enjoy like writing and even drawing. Luckily, it hasn't taken a hit to my love for videogames too much, shout out to my gaming girls: cosmicsins and pixiezee, for helping with that and keeping me social. But doing any household chore, any hobby, or even going out- I have to mentally prepare for days and when I do get around to it, it just makes me feel exhausted and I need to rest. Shovelling heavy snow almost every day doesn't help and uses up most of my spoons (see "spoon theory") But uh- excuse my love for the word "but" when talking. just a habit- yeah. I'm just just...trying to wade through this grief. I'll get to threads if I feel like it. I'm sorry if any holiday threads don't really get anywhere for the holiday season. my brain is just...mush. I'm just so tired all the time, I'm depressed and lost motivation for a lot of things I love to do. I also have 5 commissions on the back burner. Luckily, I have reached out to my customers, and everyone's super accepting and understands what I'm going through. So thank you so much to my lovely customers. Anyways, that's it. TLDR. mental and physical health are awful right now.

// I know that I'm sick, but have a fresh starter call. mutuals only. length will probably be on the shorter side because I am under the weather. Multi's don't need to specify but it is appreciated. If you have a side.blog, please let me know if it is for said side.blog!

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