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today i’m feeling defeated like you can’t ever win this game no matter how hard you try

@SimbaCross: If we all had to say of wanting to be born on this planet, a lot of us would’ve opted out of it. This is why it wasn’t a choice to begin with. If half of us knew how terrible some of our lives were ended up being we would’ve went back in time and stopped all of the madness from happening.

why did my mum brought me into this world to suffer. did she knew or not knew about the struggles that id have to face? i feel we are no different from livestock animals. we were raised with care, well fed, and sheltered from harm, only to slaughtered in the end by the very hand that feeds us

my parents brought me into this world and i have to endure a lifetime of pain and suffering. wheres the justice in this? don’t I have any say in this?

i’m struggling to understand what exactly is the appeal of life

all these years, i’ve been discounting people’s actions, behaviour, just so they could walk away freely.

theres no medication that can fix me

bringing a child into this world is like recommending someone a movie without watching it fully

"I feel like I can no longer stand people who are cheerful and happy. Because it seems too fake to me. Like what are you even so happy about..?"