Breathe.

feel like ripping my guts out, you know the usual <3

I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not

bpd is hating yourself for being the way you are even though it’s not you who made you like this

would anyone really notice if i went missing?

"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...

i be in my head more than i be on earth

disappointed but not surprised

anyone else get the intense urge to just disappear? to disappear from everyone’s lives without leaving any trace? and be forgotten? it’d give me so much peace i don’t want anyone to think about me

If it caused you pain, it was real. It matters. Your feelings are valid.

everyone gets tired of me at some point