he was a fairy

hi i’m back. i haven’t eaten in two days since i had to bring my mother to the mental hospital. my partner is being more unsupportive and inconsiderate than he’s ever been, we barely even count as anything other than roommates at this point. i feel crushed and beaten but the hunger makes me feel like i at least have control over my body.

i cannot wait to live alone. im so trapped here.

soon i’ll be alone and i’ll be able to buy what food i want and eat what food i want and do the things i want. god i can’t wait to live by myself again. soon.

y’all ever forget you’re ⭐️ and wonder why the hell you’re shaking and lightheaded like a dumbass

down to 147lbs, losing this first 10lbs has made such a massive difference in my appearance 🙌 tummy not sticking out, i can wear tank tops without feeling fat, and my face is slimmer!

been wearing these shorts with a string on the waistband tied to a knot that fit my waist three weeks ago and they’re almost falling off my hips now!