Experience This

I am afraid that my passion, like millions of others, like a house in flames will die out. I sit in the corner of this bed, which isn’t even mine, and to my lack of motivation I cannot move. I stutter in thought and then again at the tongue. I get stuck in honest moments and the fear of being too transparent wraps around me like a plastic bag THEN hardens around me like a shell. And when my heart starts racing and my soul starts talking I have a hard time listening. I have a hard time understanding... who I am and what I want. 

My hands, They want to write. they want to draw and paint. They want to bring worlds to you that you can not go on your own. I’ve seen these worlds come together before me but now, I am afraid of myself. I hate myself. I feel empty an like I have nothing to give. I feel shallow. I feel a drifting in my head and under my eyes. I put my hands to the paper ad they stop and bow before the paper as if the paper were king and not I giving orders. I swear. Its as if my lust for creation sets off a smoke bomb in my head. a road block. It’s been years.

since my art made me happy. I feel like my art up till now is a complete representation of my literal fight to be honest with myself and still i fail to complete my thoughts. I fail to come full circle... like now. . . 

Working on being a new favorite band. This song reminds me of George Harrison's Within You Without You-- which is one of my favorite songs right now

One of my top favorite albums right now. Just another one of those bands. beautiful, talented, intelligent, eloquent , bleeding creatives souls. losing themselves so far into the music. They’ve gone unheard by so many people. I’ve shown it to at least all of my closest friends. Its.... sensational (haha)

This album will take you on the most beautiful, soul shifting journey with its rolling drums carrying you through waves of psychedelia... The name of the album, The sun and the Moon getting It On, says it best. It’s all your dark and twisted fantasies. It’s your sad times and you’re happy times. It’s when you’re at your breaking point and when you couldn’t be more thankful. when everything around you seems cold (or is cold) and you find warmth...you find acceptance, peace and haven in your beauties and imperfection, broken parts, old parts, and new ones... this album is a mind opener.

 It makes my head feel high, my soul heavy, and my body light as a feather. They are so tasteful with their lyrics and harmonies. I bet they could never stop playing these songs. I bet they absolutely loved playing and were really good live! I ‘m so happy to have found this album... I’ve tripped so much and made so much art and music inspired by this album. It’s insane!

These guys were so good check out even the song titles... these guys weren’t just foolin around. every little touch is so vital and golden. There is nothing wrong with this album... once again I'm so happy I found it and am now able to share it with other people.

I wonder what they do for a living?

This is just a littler personal gift from me to you! who ever is looking.