Stuff I Like

I don’t know how to deal with the pain I feel. 😢 My heart is broken and I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to talk to anyone and I don’t want to see anyone. I haven’t stopped crying since the news broke yesterday. Tomorrow I have to go out and speak to over 50 different people and Idk how I’m going to do it without crying. Everything makes me think of Nipsey. EVERYTHING!! It only takes a second and then I’m crying again. My heart aches like he was my relative. His character reminds me of people I grew up with. I’ve watched too many black men I LOVE die YOUNG from violence. That shit hurts man! And it’s a different kind of hurt I can’t explain. I feel like there’s a void in my heart now. 💔 Tbh I almost feel guilty for feeling this much pain because I didn’t know Nipsey personally and a lot of y’all won’t understand why it’s hitting me so hard. I listen to dude literally everyday! He’s my playlist in the morning, omw home, while I’m working out, while I’m cooking literally EVERYTHING I do involves his music. Nipsey, Pac, & Cole motivate me to keep going despite all the challenges I’ve faced. I hear their music and I just feel like everything will be ok. I hope Nipsey knows that he inspires me to never give up and to fight for EVERYTHING I want. I’m in The Marathon too and I’m not giving up. I love you Nip! I will keep praying for everyone who loves you. 😔 The world lost someone GREAT. Nipsey Hussle, YOU were change we wanted to see in our communities and I will NEVER forget how much you loved us. Rest In Peace to the GOAT and may God Bless his family. 💙

I made this sign to protest the Dakota Access Pipeline, but I guess its relevant again.