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Feel how I felt in the moment of everything and nothing. Sex ruins everything about all the crossover potential we see in each other. I hate to bring up the fatal truth in a moment of grief. Do you feel anything in the arms you lay in at night? I couldn't fully explain it to you even if I wanted to. The feeling of everything and nothing all at once. Heavy burdened and bruised on all the spots you love to take care of when you're alone. I see it in your eyes, you see it in me and I see it in you, and we will wrestle in the morning again and roll over to cry for the second time this month. Words pin me down to this adult-sized bed. Held by my mom instead, in my mind to put the stomach feeling at ease Feel what I felt in the moment of it all Oh my god, oh my god, sex ruins everything about us Oh my god, oh my god, feel what I felt In the moment of it all Swallowed by the guilt that covers these walls In the end, you're the one who's alone in it all Flawed in and out, why can't I let go? Sex ruins everything about us