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shit things are getting bad again and at this point im just too fucking tiered to deal with it

white sheets were thesorst thing everinvebted next to whitep ants

im such a fuckin mess lmao

sure yelling is scary as hell but when someone talks in a low voice and like yells kinda thats the worst

i just wanna sleep. or die. whichever comes first.

i cant fucking sleep lmao i cant stop thinking

sure my organs are orobbaly shutting down bc of how often i try to od but ya know what? im gonna die anyways and its noy like i dont want to lmao

wow i feel great i should be suicida more oftne lmao

its all fun snd games until you actually wake up the next morning

one day im just gonna fuck off and die and itll be ok bc its not like im fucking important ya know. even to my best freinds im just a weirdo who wont stop bothering them lmao

lmao everyone tbinksnim joking sndnits all fun and fucking games until i actualy fucking do it lmao

haha i love shavjng its so fun and doesnt make me dysphoric or want to rip my legs open at all nope jope nope :^)

this is so fucking stupid! i hate that i cant get over him and i hate that his fucking boyfreind who i rlly want to be freinds with only ever talks to me to vent and the whole time hes venting hes saying “i just want my bf” then talk to him then! i just. its not fun lmao

yea its my fault for being a dumbass and helping him everry time but shit man i feel like i have to help everybody lmao

when someone only ever hits u up to vent like bitch u dont even have me saved in ur phone yet ur still gonna come crying to me every time somethjng is wrong?

me, writting songs about people in a relationship im just never gonna get over: im over it