When moon and stars collide 🌜🌟

I've been struggling for a good chunk of months about being an army and honestly I hate it. Before I never had any interaction with other fans and honestly I wish I could go back. Obviously not everyone is horrid , toxic or mean but a large amount of army or other K-pop fan are.

It got so bad that I actually hated the bands and wanted to put all my K-pop stuff ( which is alot of albums and merch) in the bin. I hate myself for letting it affect me. The lockdown hasn't helped either.

So I've decided that I might just be army but not army community. I loved bts for how they made me feel not how others made me feel and their opinions. This may change but at least for now it might help.

For the first time in being an army I'm not gonna listen to the album tomorrow but listen to it whenever I feel like it.

Just like Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi, hoseok, Jimin, Tae and Jungkook have taught me I AM MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANYTHING.

I want to feel loved by myself again. Feel proud of who I am and not judge or be judged.

I hate so much the pressure that fans give to other about streaming, views, polls, votes and other stuff. Why can't I love what I love without being pressured!

So if anyone is feeling like me , don't be afraid to step back. To give yourself time for YOU and only YOU.

Sorry for long post and being so personal.

Everything I say is completely my own personal opinion.

So... I listened to dynamite knowing it was gonna be a disco, funky, happy song. I person I'm not a huge fan of the song because I never liked this kinda genre, ever. Dispite this I want to check it out because I know bts worked really hard on it.

For me it sounds extremely mainstream and not special, like how other bts songs normally make me feel.

I see how much work they put in and it makes me sad that I don't like it. I don't hate it but I definitely don't love it. It's ok but not the standards that I would expect from them.

Maybe in a few days it might grow on me like DNA , these are just me initial thoughts.

Again this is completely my personal opinion and it's absolutely fine to love it or not like it. It's really hard to love every single song that a groups does because you'll always like some more than others.

My opinion doesn't matter because I'm happy with the fact that bts did a song for army and in English. Maybe if it was in Korean I might of liked it who knows.

Just because I don't like this song, doesn't mean I'm less than a fan or will stop supporting them. Sometimes music can be a hit or miss.

The only thing I know is that I'm still gonna be an army and that hopefully the next cb I'll love it ( which I'm very sure since it might be a dark/sad concept, exactly what I love)