I will likely refrain from using this account for a while.
As it stands, I made a mistake I cannot take back, hurt people I should have never hurt, and no longer wish to be in public view.
I miss those who have left, as it is natural for one to feel such a way after what had happened.
I know it was my fault. And I'm deeply sorry for those who I had disappointed, hurt, and most of all, lied to. I have rid my account of any traces of the ones I speak of, as being tied back to me must be bothersome.
I apologize that I was not the person you thought I was, or expected me to be. And part of me wishes to rid of that feeling now that you all have likely moved on, but I cannot so easily. As the friendships I had were real, even if I couldn't be up front, or honest.
I held those I speak of in such high regards, and hope to gain nothing but the ability to speak on how I feel. I cannot be easily forgive, or forgiven at all. Either way.
I will not return to this account until I have found it in myself to continue on as I was. Whether people believe me to be real or not, I know that I am. I'm frustrated that I let anything come to this. I should have not gotten involved to begin with.
I extend an apology to those are hurt, and I truly cannot help but miss the happy memories I had of that short time spent being who I am.
Everything lies entirely on me. I understand that well. And I take full responsibility for it.
That is all, I will likely not answer any questions or comments about this. If this post is to find anyone who it was intended for, they'll understand.
I'm sorry, truly, genuinely sorry. There is not a single way I could contact anyone involved anymore, as it would possibly only lead to more of an issue, and I'm not sure how I would reach them anyway.
I will not return to this or any of my accounts until I see it fit to do so. Thank you for all those little curious inboxes I got while I was active.
