summary: Rock n Roll was at its peak, and so was Guns n Roses. However, the most popular band had lost their drummer, and whatโs a rock band without their drummer? So when a new girl steps in to fill the gap in their band, slash doesnโt take too kindly to her. Sheโs wild, untamed, free spirited, an addict, and yet, she was free. Everyone loved her. The world loved her. And yet, Slash couldnโt. He hated her. Plain and simple, because it was easier to hate her, than to love her.
warnings: this will contain mentions of sexual themes and adult themes. if any of those things trigger you, please hope off now :)
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Axls eyes fluttered open, noticing the chair closest to y/n was empty, Slashโs chair was empty. the redheads gaze moved onto the bathroom door, slightly closed but not fully, light coming but from the bottom of the door. Axl got up and took a glance at y/n, still laying practically lifeless with no color in her face. not makeup, no wine colored lips, nor her pink highlighter. He rubbed his eyes as he walked off to the bathroom, slowly pushing the door open as he looked inside, his best friend was on the floor shaking while he clutched something close to his chest. Axl didnโt say much or anything for that matter and sat down next to him.
he rubbed his knees and he kept his gaze straight. Slash gulped putting his forehead against his knees. Axl took a deep breath, licking his lips before going to speak up.
"fucking bitch." Slash muttered under his breath as he took a sip of his water, leaning against a wall as he watched y/n sat on a couch with a bunch of other people around her, all sharing lines. Izzy was next to her as he took a line after her. โhey handsomeโ A brunette said as she moved her hand along Slashโs shoulders and arms before moving in-front of him, slash took a glance at her before looking over at y/n again, soon enough the girl in-front of him pulled him into a kiss, which he couldnโt resist melting into it.
it took a while before the two pulled away, Slashโs gaze averting to where y/n was sat, to find a empty spot. โi-uh, i gotta goโ Slash said patting the ladyโs arm before rushing off looking for her, walking into a couple rooms to find some couples fucking, Duff and some groupies, some more people doing lines but no y/n before he heard a voice say โman, get off my dickโ followed by a giggle, Slash turned around to check the voice out and found y/n on the floor while a guy was standing infront of her with a bag of what looked like to be powdered heroine.
y/n looked over at Slash and smiled โaye! Sau- oops, Slash!โ she giggled, as Slash quickly bent down to help her up โokay, letโs get you back to the hotelโ He said concern lacing his voice, this was a routine to Slash at this point, he came to parties to look after y/n. โhey man, come on! we were gonna go do something!โ the guy said moving over to grab onto y/nโs arm โhey, fucking touch her again and iโll fuck you up.โ Slash said loudly, y/nโs eyes widened as she giggled once again.
Slash quickly moved y/nโs arm around his shoulder to help her walk out, he walked out the party, helping y/n sit down on the sidewalk before calling over a taxi. once one stopped, Slash, helped her back up and helped her get in the back, getting in next to her as he told the driver where they were headed. he rested back before licking his lips, looking over at her. โdid he do anything to you?โ Saul said as y/n shook her head โnope, but i sure missed out on some good shitโ she chuckled laying her head on his shoulder
โthink you can stay awake?โ Slash asked, hearing her hum but knowing she was going to do the exact opposite, he rested his palm on her leg, moving his thumb in a circle. it didnโt take long for them to arrive, he paid the driver before nudging y/n awake โcome on, need you to walk with me sweets, kay?โ he mumbled to her, moving some hair out of her face, as he wrapped her arm around his shoulder just like before, walking them inside the lobby as he moved over to the elevator. โyouโve got a lot of hair, yโ know that?โ she giggled as Saul chuckled โyea i know sweets. come onโ He said walking them inside the elevator and pressing the floor of their rooms
โoh no!โ y/n said scaring Saul as he looked over at her worried โwhat?โ โwe forgot Izzy! oh and Axl, and duff too!โ y/n said looking at Saul, causing him to laugh โsweetheart, we didnโt forget them, theyโll be here soon. how much did you drink?โ he smiled looking down at her as he smiled, noticing y/nโs mascara leaving little marks near the top of her cheeks โhold stillโ he said moving his thumb to wipe his the stains off, before the elevator ping let him know theyโd reached, he helped y/n carefully to her room, her giggles filling the hallway โyouโve got your keycard right?โ Saul said, realizing he should get copies of her card
โmhm, right hereโ y/n said pointing at the pocket that held her wallet, Saul dug his hand into her pocket, pulling out the red leather wallet and taking the card out, putting it against the scanner and pushing the door open as he helped her in and set her down on the bed. putting her wallet on the table under the tv. taking his leather jacket off revealing his rolling stones shirt that he had worn after the concert โtake your jacket off for me sweets.โ Saul knew y/n never remembered most the night after she got high and drunk, so the sweetness wasnโt remembered after all.
Saul drugged through her toiletries and found the makeup wipes she always had, taking a wipe out before wiping her face clean of any makeup, helping her into the bathroom as he then helped her do the skincare routine he had remembered knowing the band would never hear the end of how she forgot to do it. Once she was done, Saul rushed to get the clothes she slept in, which were a shirt and plaid pj pants. he handed them to her as he waited outside for her, She handed him her old clothes which he put in the laundry bag for house cleaning to take care of. He finally had her in the bed, tucked in and out like a light.
he looked at the clock and realized it was 3 in the morning, knowing she had time before their next flight โhey, im leaving this right for ya, okay?โ Saul whispered to her moving some hair again out of her face as he put the trash can next to her along with her painkillers and water โnight loveโ he whispered kissing her forehead before grabbing his jacket and leaving the room, closing the door behind him as he leant up against it, digging his face into his hands
โhow long are you gonna keep taking care of her before you two realize you love each other?โ Saul heard, looking up to see his red headed friend โ โm not in love with herโ โyou sure? because you couldโve left her to do whatever is what she was gonna do with that guy, and every other night, wouldโve left her to come home with Duff and Izzy real late, to sleep in her makeup and heals and leather pants.โ Axl said looking at his friend as he licked his lips
โSaul-โ โthereโs nothing going on. got it rose?โ Slash said, looking at him before walking over to his room which was three feet away from y/nโs unlocking the door โnightโ he mumbled before walking in and slamming the door shut
โyou okay?โ Axl asked as Slash looked at him shrugging โif she is i am.โ
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